I tried to figure out AA
seriously i did
but im having a REALLY bad headache
heh
Sooooooo, i blog'ed and am goin to sleep or watch tv

Im a loser at trying to be hardworking
Doesnt it make u wonder why do we hav to study so hard n earn as much money as we can ?
When we all know it too well that money cant be brought with us when we die
and Education means nothing when u die
And most importantly, none of these material gains can bring us to heaven
Though we all noe this, but we still try to study hard (well, not everyone, but u noe, the others besides me)
so why r we studying?
why not proceed to doin things that will gain us entry to heaven?

There! I said it..thats the underlying reason why i dun study as hard as the others
or u can say that it the excuse i give myself n to others when im too tired/lazy to hit the books
Whatever it is, i REALLY dun not have the XIN QING to hit the books
I duno why
Why does it seem that theres something missing in my life?
Why do i always feel that theres so much idle time and im jus letting each day pass by slowly?
Why do i feel that when im not busy, I tend to waste my time n not make use of every second to study unlike in the past whereby i had to juggle 3-4 jobs and studies altogether?

Whatever it is, i figured that im simply BORED with ACCOUNTS which i thot was interesting..burpss
Everyday I meet the same ppl, same school, same food, same surroundings, Its all BORING THE HELL OUTTA ME! period~


-The above is what goes thru a girl's mind when she's havin MENSES"-
This is the so called rOllErcOastEr period

ITS monday REDS
I see RED
I saw RED
yes, i have MENSES
BOOhooo

i jus had erm..lunch? dinner? at Blk 85 market
saw this auntie eating ONE durian by herself..
and her husbacnd damn nice
still help her open up the durian
then while she enjoys herself in her durian world, her husband asked "nice anot?"
wah kao...
so damn sweet la..the husband never even eat lo!
They r simple minded hawker owner
I wan to be like them too
Though not well-off, but incredibly blissful and satisfied with life
ahh..that feelin of contentment which i cant attain

thats ma dessert for thot..though i would very much love to snatch the durian away from the auntie for MY own pleasure..haHA, it was all YELLOW, juicy and YUmmy!
*drools*

alrite, off to bath! my fav part of da day..Pamper pamPer myself..hmmmmmm..scrub scrub..
will b back to do AA ltr!
groan

ITS monday REDS
I see RED
I saw RED
yes, i have MENSES
BOOhooo

i jus had erm..lunch? dinner? at Blk 85 market
saw this auntie eating ONE durian by herself..
and her husbacnd damn nice
still help her open up the durian
then while she enjoys herself in her durian world, her husband asked "nice anot?"
wah kao...
so damn sweet la..the husband never even eat lo!
They r simple minded hawker owner
I wan to be like them too
Though not well-off, but incredibly blissful and satisfied with life
ahh..that feelin of contentment which i cant attain

thats ma dessert for thot..though i would very much love to snatch the durian away from the auntie for MY own pleasure..haHA, it was all YELLOW, juicy and YUmmy!
*drools*

alrite, off to bath! my fav part of da day..Pamper pamPer myself..hmmmmmm..scrub scrub..
will b back to do AA ltr!
groan

An attempt to blog

But was held up in MSN
heh
Chatting (or shd i say, updating one another abt the insides of the society, which in another words means gossiping) with gracie, adeline and Hk

UPDATES! UPDATES!

.....and so in the end, We (Steven, Gena, Rach, Grace, Anisah, Sam, Jerm, etc) did not go to CHOMP chomp..
HELLO!!!! after so many NEAR attempts to going!!!
dammit!
I dun wan to go le LAR!!
*stomps feet and cry in one corner*

Had Ljs for lunch on sat ALONE..cuz Hk was TOO full

its da new THING..the HOT and SPICY 3 pcs chicken with 22oz SEASons Ice Lemon Tea at only $4.50!!!
yummy YUMMy

Meet up with Ah poon, Huimay and Eunice on Sat evening


and dine at THAIEXPRESS..i love thai food..yummYYY


just lookin at the pics makes me really hungry
grrrr

anyway, dear AH poon and huimay, can u guys shake hands and patch things up?
haiyo, where got frens ytd meet then today argue?
HELLO, somemore its over a pair of BATA shoes..Its all because of a small misunderstanding..
groan

I needed to be understood, i realised..

theres always something wrong with blogger

but well, it dosen bothers me..

BECAUSE ..

HUIMAY bought me THE drink (u will understd if ya been following this blog)
In fact, she bought like TWO bottles..
One of it is the correct one..
HAHA..
and im not goin to drink it until the day before the expiry date, and I will be meeting huimay to share the drink!!!
muahahahaha...
SweeeeeTTTttttttt

Im officially having an OVERdosage of sweetness!!!
melts..

THANK YOU, GIRL!

Random thot ONE

If i am ever given a chance to do project again, I would not choose to do it with dear BF
cause' things simply wont work out
We are mostly likely to bite each other's head off
We are HARD-core bad tempered people
I refused to compromise or even listen to others when i THINK im right
But whatever it is, I like to have things GO MY WAY..now he wants it HIS way too
Im extremely impatient with the ppl tt are close to me
I dunoo why .. its as if I have set a certain expectation of them
Ok, i noe tts not good or what sort ever..but i simply cant change..God, help me
And when im impatient, all sorts of things come out of my mouth $@#%$%^$%%&^%
and i DETEST the people around me, be it strangers or friends
my face will be like a BLACK sheet of paper. Period
I cant change..been tryin all my life but well..
So if u can no longer stand me, PLS SCREAM at me
but be sure I WILL SCREAM back at a LOUDER voice, HIGHER pitch =x

Random thot TWO

I suddenly realised that Im startin to hate my family.. I wanna get out

Random thot THREE

Im goin to have menses SOON soon SOON..i hate RED days..groan

Random thot FOUR

I bought TWO packets of HL milk .. in the process of boosting *u noe what* =p
that reminds me to go get some papayas TOO!

Random thot FIVE

tml is our SEVEN months anniversary
great, its gonna break my records of r/s period
but also most dangerous month of a r/s
I always feel that if my r/s can sustain thru SIXTH, SEVENTH and EIGHT month, it will probably blossom..
The previous months together taught me the GOOD and BAD points of my partner and a test of attention span..

Random thot SIX

Tml is the FIRST day of GHOST festival..shivers

Random thot SEVEN

I seriously need to do somethin abt my hair..CUT and DYE
eh, should i cut myself? hmmmmm.. =P
hello, steve, my scissors??
and i realised i have this dye thing at home rottin in my cupboard..
great

jus some random thoughts

Random thot ONE

If i am ever given a chance to do project again, I would not choose to do it with dear BF
cause' things simply wont work out
We are mostly likely to bite each other's head off
We are HARD-core bad tempered people
I refused to compromise or even listen to others when i THINK im right
But whatever it is, I like to have things GO MY WAY..now he wants it HIS way too
Im extremely impatient with the ppl tt are close to me
I dunoo why .. its as if I have set a certain expectation of them
Ok, i noe tts not good or what sort ever..but i simply cant change..God, help me
And when im impatient, all sorts of things come out of my mouth $@#%$%^$%%&^%
and i DETEST the people around me, be it strangers or friends
my face will be like a BLACK sheet of paper. Period
I cant change..been tryin all my life but well..
So if u can no longer stand me, PLS SCREAM at me
but be sure I WILL SCREAM back at a LOUDER voice, HIGHER pitch =x

Random thot TWO

I suddenly realised that Im startin to hate my family.. I wanna get out

Random thot THREE

Im goin to have menses SOON soon SOON..i hate RED days..groan

Random thot FOUR

I bought TWO packets of HL milk .. in the process of boosting *u noe what* =p
that reminds me to go get some papayas TOO!

Random thot FIVE

tml is our SEVEN months anniversary
great, its gonna break my records of r/s period
but also most dangerous month of a r/s
I always feel that if my r/s can sustain thru SIXTH, SEVENTH and EIGHT month, it will probably blossom..
The previous months together taught me the GOOD and BAD points of my partner and a test of attention span..

Random thot SIX

Tml is the FIRST day of GHOST festival..shivers

Random thot SEVEN

I seriously need to do somethin abt my hair..CUT and DYE
eh, should i cut myself? hmmmmm.. =P
hello, steve, my scissors??
and i realised i have this dye thing at home rottin in my cupboard..
great

Below are the pictures taken when i realised and yes, panic about my camera being spoilt



AA project is ah, over..
But still, theres this second submission thing
But more or less, that burden is OFF my shoulder

Now, allow me to burden myself with my driving
Have not driven for er..TWO months
whagakgakgak
And the best thing that can happen to me is that
my TP test date is on the SECOND day of attachment
I seriously duno how the hell i can get off in the afternoon to go for TP..seriously
Oh, let god lead the way

I am GOING to msg my driving instrutor tml! I want to drive..I must faster get my license..if tt That Jerm will laugh at me..groan

Hello, like its very easy liddat

oh God..Oh God..*pulls hair*

way tired
now, whats wrong with me these days?

somethingGOODhappened..Finally~

YES
YES
YES
Something really good happened to me
oh guess it! *quick*

My CAMERA is out of I.C.U
meaning its SAFE and yar, i can start snapping pics straight away
Oh, that thot make me smile
And the best part is I dun even have to pay a single cent
Oh, God is so kind towards me
aHhhhhhh...Bliss

I haven even upload the pics i took using my pathetic Nokia 3230 when my camera was warded
I can noe jolly well delete them all
Who wants LOW quality photos?
=X

Im happy! but Im really TIRED..
im like a yawning machine right now..groan

Anyway, watched "Tokyo drift" with HengKai and his cousin today
3 popcorns out of 5
eh, actually quite no meaning..
Bu still, the cars drifting is worthy of 3 popcorns

Got this from Huimay's Email

NAIL IN THE FENCE

There once was a little boy who had a bad temper.
His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper,
he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence.

The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence.
Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down.
He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence.

Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all.
He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper.
The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone.

The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence.
He said, "You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence.
The fence will never be the same. ..

When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one.
You can put a knife in a man and draw it out.
It won't matter how many times you say I'm sorry, the wound is still there. "
A verbal wound is as bad as a physical one.

Friends are very rare jewels, indeed.
They make you smile and encourage you to succeed.
They lend an ear, they share words of praise and they always want to open their hearts to us."

Please forgive me if I have ever left a hole.

hey! did i mention that my exSTARHUB colleagues have this cool web
ok, ATTENTION, girls, u will simply love it
AS for guys, U will definitely pleased a girl if u buy any of the stuffs there
GO CHECK IT OUT yourself
http://littleredheels.livejournal.com by Xiang&Min

suddenly i feel jappy!
and i so wanna buy a SUNdress!! Im mad abt dresses now..
urg
Which one do u think is nice??

BUrdenss

one burden off my poor shoulders
yes, hurray~ TAX project is completed but not printed out yet..urps
tml is leanne's birthday celebration at Sakura(Safra)
and next will Advanced Accounting Project
The last n most difficult..

God, carry me thru

gimme a gun now

I would very much like to be dead now

I went swimming at bedok complex this afternoon with uncle after wOrk
the Sun is pretty great
yes, i wan a tan body but a very fair face =)



Im dead beat..I want to sleep..YAWN
tomorrow i better gear up for AA proj!!!
screams..

Eh..Like no time hor! tml meet bestie n AC meeting...
groan

Have u ever?

Have u ever had a friend whom

1. always pop out when u r at ur saddest?
2. Buy u the things u yearn for
3. secretly hope ya is doing fine
4. always there for u
5. you dun meet very often?

YES, i have

and her name is CHUA HUIMAY

Thank YOU, sweetie for all the things u have done for me
*I remembered every single one of it.

god gave me a wonderful friends..

TIME OUT

I am FREAKING ANGRY
i, with a BIG heart, have decided not to pursue the whoever suspect tt have damaged my camera
AND NOW THIS F.U.C.K.I.N.G S.H.I.T HAS TO happen!!!

Ok, u may think its not major
but hello! IT IS NOT!

the story goes...
My elder sis (Can u believe it! my ELDER SIS !!!!) drank the bottle of strawberry red tea which i have kept in the fridge and have PREVIOUSLY WARNED ALL THE LIVING HUMANS in this dumb household tt NO ONE IS SUPPOSED TO TOUCH TT FREAKING BOTTLE..THAT IS FREAKING PRECIOUS TO ME AND OF GREAT SENTIMENTAL VALUE!
that was from BANGKOK, U arsehole! and nowhere to be found in SINGAPORe, u moroon! I HATE U, period..

i have actually bought 4 bottles back
one which i drank on the journey back
one which i gave to my little sis
another which i gave to my bestie
and that REMAINING ONE WHICH i DONT even bare to open it up to drink
I DONT EVEN BARE TO drink!!!
dammmit..U dumb girl..dont u understand simple english!
I said do not drink means NOBODY can drink it..
babooN, money shit..B.I.T.C.H

I had it with u for all these years! thats freaking enough alrite!
I had it with u
for always wearing my clothes without my permission
and on top of tt, u spoilt my clothes TOO!!!

for always being SELFISH about lending your stuffs to me and the little sister..

I always supply u with stationey related stuffs since YOUNG!!!

I even remember that you borrow from me S$50.00 to buy your D&D dress for ur SEC 4 graduation! U loser! I was still in lower SECONDARY!!! I WAS SO POOR! and u TIL NOW have not return me MY MONEY! KNN..

I always help u run errands and take up the responsibility of BUYING DINNER FOR the little sister which i dread terribly.

I always do the household chores for you! IM THE SECOND KID, so why do i have to do the things that the ELDER sis is supposed to? WHY!

Im willing to spent my money to buy things for mum. BUT WHY are you so unwilling? WHY r u so selfish! Why would u rather spent the money on yourself or ur dumb bf instead of your own mum!

I was never CALCULATIVE with u! But u have always been, with everyone else other than ur stupid bf! HELLLO, does family ties sound familiar to u?

HELLO! I EVEN gave u my bag when u REQUESTED for it!!!
How can u be soooo insensitive towards me!
THE DRINK IS MINE!
HOW DARE U DRINK IT!
I hope u will wake up with ULCERS all over ur MOUTH!
ok, no, i take tt bad..thats too mean..

whatever! YOu dun have the right to take my things without my permission!

I hate it, i hate it, when i get snatched of my favourite things that belongs to me.

I hate it, when i tried so hard to keep my favourites, but all u did was jus snatch it away from me so damn easily..

and why does god allows that?

I went to gracie's house to help them dye hair(as mentioned in the previous entry)
and I found my camera DEAD

Sent for repairs
From my experience, it will polly take a few hundred bucks
and what pissed me off is that the last tym i used it, it was freaking very fine
until today
must be either one of my sisters touch my camera, they always take my things use my things
steal my things when im not around, or when the things r not locked up
and now nobody is admitting to it..
I fucking dont believe it..NO WAY..
Its either one of them, if not it must have been the STUPID frens of my younger sis!
DAMN her..
I so wanna tear her apart
I hate them
I want to move out myself
I want to live alone!
I want to live all by myself, with no one TOUCHING my things without my permission!

my silly uncle is takin the money sense cpf competition now in RP
and while having the competition,
he STILL LOGGED ON MSN and chat with me
*faints*
what is my uncle thinking!!!
haiyo..not serious at all..


will be crashing gracie the burger house to help her and steve dye hair!
*evil laugh*
i gonna pull all their hairs out!!
giggles..

what would u do if your msn dosen work?

I tried all means
i cant even log in, even in the webmessenger webby
but i can log in mails and read my hotmail emails

So i asked my jie who is supposedly to be more proficient in this cuz she holds an IT dip
But she didnt wanna help
Talk abt selfish
Damn

So i decided

I should jus sit one corner and cry to myself
i hate the screw up

another entry before i go TRY to do something abt my proj which is due this friday n very INCOMPLETE.. (-_-")

blog blog blog
thats the first thing on my mind when i switch on my pc
anyway
damn msn is so not co-operative man
jus when i need to use it badly to ask uncle chong if the "INDUSTRY" part, should i be writing
based on the future? or historical? or present?
damn damn damn
MSN says "Signing in to MSN messenger failed because the service is temporarily unavailable. Please try again later."
WHAT THE ...
I dun wan LATER
i wan NOW! THIS MINUTE! *roars*

you may then say, "hey, never heard of the invention of phones?"
me: "dude, obviously i heard of it. But my delicate fingers r plain lazy to punch in the numbers in my mobile, let only say, pick up the mobile =x "
you: "then u can still continue typing?"
me: *hides one corner and cry* and at the same tym thot of another excuse "My small mouth is lazy
you: *faints*

alrite
thats lame, yar
OH whatever
I better go read the Industry Report
then call uncle chong

But before doin that, the toilet seems to be calling my dear name "Angieeeee~~~ "

Yes, i need to SHIT..
urps, so un-glam

im in the school lab
yes, im TRYING to do my SAPM proj
What was i thinking when i signed up for the TWO most DIFFICULT electives?
ok, i wasnt thinking straight
not tt i can be much of a help to the SAPM proj cuz im one
that dosen follow financial news
Neither do i read the papers everyday..mayb jus once in awhile
and note that i mention the word "TRYING"
=/
hello, anyone out there interested in HOT QUICK CASH?

FIRST job position available
if you can do STOCK analysis report WELL for a single stock in 2DAYS,
please drop me an email at angietan_ac@yahoo.com or simply tag ur email and contact no. in my tagboard..
I will pay u LOADS for the job
condition: Job must be completed

SECOND job position available
ANy accountant or anyone who can do up accounts?
i need to do up ADJUSTED TRIAL BALANCE, BALANCE DAY ADJUSTMENTS, CONSOLIDATED TRIAL BALANCE, BALANCE SHEET, ETC..
Anyway, this isnt that hard and needs to be complete in a week or so..
please drop me an email at angietan_ac@yahoo.com or simply tag ur email and contact no. in my tagboard..
I will pay u LOADS for the job
condition: Job must be completed

THIRD job position available
COMPUTATION OF TAX
this is damn easy
IF you are good at calculating tax and writing up the YEAR of ASSESSMENT, i wANT YOU!!!
The problem is only 2 pages long.
SO should be freaking easy if u know the ropes..
please drop me an email at angietan_ac@yahoo.com or simply tag ur email and contact no. in my tagboard..
I will pay u LOADS for the job condition: Job must be completed

I seriously hope someone will response to the above THREE job positions!! PLEASE please please..MEANTIME, any accountant you know of resigned? or free to do such stuffs? or any agency? Im in NEED!!!!!

calledOFF

so well, the plan to crash chomp chomp with the barbies was abolished..
yes, i understand
they each have their very own reasons for not being able to make it
next time then?

i think im havin mood swings
is it becuz of the proj datelines tt irritatin the hell out of me, and the fact tt im not doin anything
to change tt fact...BUMPER..

I wan to eat haagen daz ICE-CREAM!! urgh

HEARTfelt

I am probably the only person in my friends' clinche who updates her blog like twice a day
ok, maybe i should cancel the word "probably" .. I AM
liping was amazed at the no. of my entries
But i cant help but blog
its a natural thing to me..Its like a journal, however, a journal which i cant express most thots out
but definitely one that I can express all happiness ..OK, do u get what i mean?
Ah, forget it

Uncle Chong may, or most likely be chosen for OSIP at Hongkong JOCKEY CLUB
yes, WORLD's largest TURF club or horse betting, whatever they call it

I thought i will be happy that he is away to achieve that unique experience and a test of our r/s
but why do i feel a slight unhappiness in the inner self?

Im so used, so so used to waking up every mornin to give morning calls
so used to demandin this and tat from him
so used to hangin out where ever
so used to bickering
so used to end my day with a phone call
so used to dozing off when chatting
so used to hiting him
so used to showing him bad attitude
so used to lean againse
JUST too used to all these

What am i to do when he is overseaS?

I seriously dunooo..
I had had confidence of the r/s
If we can bypass this, NS wont be a problem
alrite the problem is ME
Being a gemini, i have short attention span, requires attention n care badly, seeks fun n excitements, loves
challenges..
I cant be doin doing at home when im free, Can i?
I will go out with ppl, all kind of genders
Suddenly, the confidence vanished
What if, all tt i do willl be deemed wrong in ur eyes, but right in mine?
What if, i go drinkin n chillin with frens?
I will be bored n i will want to go out
You cant be calling me everyday, the bills will kill u..

Moreover, you will b alone
Who noes what ind of ppl u will meet?
mayb u will come back, obsessed with horse betting?
You may changed
and so do i?

So what does the future holds?
Nobody noes

But i will be happy for u if u go
cuz its a once in a lifetime experience
And like i mention

Its a test

iLOVEbestie

SOooo
the best of friends met up after being separated for months*dances with joy*

i miss my bestie so much...

I hang out at her place on sat, watched 2 movies, did manicure, gossips, look up
ppl in friendster, read blogs, makan, drink and AHHHH...intro guy to her =p



MORE pictures of us! Camera-whoring* cant stop snapping! =p


Met up with Uncle Chong n Wenfu (e guy to intro to bestie)


So we went to the TERMINAL
guess the location? Hint: near sea, place to chill and drink

NOoo, its not pasir ris
Neither is it east coast

BOO, its at CHANGI
ha, all my life, the chilling at Changi was with uncle chong at the KOPITIAM (drop dead NOW!)
haha, but bcuz of guest of honor, my dear liping,
the guys suggested a definitely better place..
Its almost like east coast n fishervillage

But all we, the four of us had, was a JUG of Vodka Lime..Urg
NOT enough..but then again, we have a driver, liping who is a lousy drinker and cautious Wenfu
So welll......

And i got to teasing liping abt her BIG ears
im a sucker for BIG ears..they reminded me of JUMBO the elephant and i hav always lk tt fat elephant=p

OH yes, PASCAL have BIG ears too, did u notice? Grins


holy SHIT, i stil get red all over as usual
and liping is slightly red cuz her skin is uber BLACK

NEWcounter

i have added a counter to this site..gEEz
*squeaks*

Sorry for the LONGg wait..yikeS!

okie, dear chicks!



You can get the mysia pics from this link
http://angietanmeijin.multiply.com/photos

Oh, i love this pic MOST..ahh, im so talented at photgraphy..Dont u jus cant help feeling tt its very artistic?
kuakuakuakuakua


This pic is specially taken by yours truly..=P


OH today's cart was pretty successful

the BEFORE snapshot


the AFTER snapshot


Thanks for those who have patronized and grabbed up MY nice earrings..whahahaaa..MUACKs..THANKS
next tym, lets do it together, shall we??!!!!

YEAH!

guess what!
im happy cuz im like done with CRA assignment and pretty pleased with it..
OH man, jus gimme the A this time..
I really need it
Damn those screw up
GIMME MY A!!! angie screamed at the top of her lungs

you noe
i bet on soccer at the start of World cup
Won some and lost some
aHhhhh, the excitement of winning $$$ and the agony of losing $$$
When i lose, i wanna bet! i wanna bet somemore to recoup my losses, then i lose somemore, and more
now im not interested
Awwww..ok, i promised god that im not betting anymore! so dun tempt me..urg
ok, the thought of easy cash gets me groovy..
but im scared! im hump chi! =/

im so down with green light, my forest fever..
i wanna watch it 24/7
aHHhhhh..

what will u do if your beloved partner betrayed you?

is it true that if u really love someone with ur whole heart, you will always forgive the person despite all the faults?

or is it true that break up is evident?

SO whats your taKe?

yEs..i haven been blogging for like what! alrite, jus a few days
ok, i noe eunice and gang gonna screw me for not posting the pics yet which i hav promised previously
im jus getting plain lazy not to mention busy
CRA ASSIGNMENT is KILLING ME
groan
and to top tt off, did i complain tt i didnt even get an A for mid sem..
Oh yes, if u hate me, u r probably laughin ur head off
if u love me, gimme a treat =P
bottom line? i got DUMBer

alrite, on a lighter note, check out booth at business entrance on thursday! Selling many girlies' stuffs..heh

Excuse, my current obsession

Did i mention his thick eyebrows are to die for?
I simply adore all that..gosh
Excuse, my current obsession
oh boy, check out tt smile..melts