98 Degrees - I Do (Cherish You)

All I am, All I'll be

everything in this world

All that I'll ever need is in your eyes

shining at me

When you smile I can feel

all my passion unfolding

your hand brushes mine

and a thousand sensations seduce me

Cause I

I do cherish you

for the rest of my life

you don't have to think twice

I will, love you still

From the depths of my soul

It's beyond my control

I've waited so long to say this to you

If your asking do I love you this much

I do

In my world, before you

I lived outside my emotions

Didn't know where I was going

'Till that day I found you

How you opened my life to a new paradise

In a world torn by change

Still with all my heart

'Til my dying day

I do cherish you

for the rest of my life you don't have to think twice

I will, love you still

From the depths of my soul

It's beyond my control

I've waited so long to say this to you

If your asking do I love you this much

I do

RACHIE's 22nd bday!

zouk-ed yesterday.

went home with

- one side of contacts missing

- one side of earrings missing

- puke all over

- a very pissed bebe

- worried frens

i crumbled at GRAVEYARD,

yet again.

totally wasted.

if u saw a girl in white top and yellow mini puking all over,

thats me,

for your info.

Rachie should have been the wasted one!

DAMN.

Bebe's back,

but we aint meeting today.

IRONIC.

i waited for so long for him to come back,

yet we aint meeting.

sometimes,

i wonder if the differences between us,

makes it so difficult...

the future of us seems so blurry

wanting you makes my heart ache

EMOOOOoooo!!!

missed bebe's calls yesterday night

7 missed calls

missed it again this noon

2 missed calls

missed it AGAIN this late noon

2 missed calls

:(

and its our anniversary!

now, I'm bringing my hp everywhere i go.

will bring it with me,

when i bath later!

CALL ME!

CALL ME!

CALL ME!

call me again, please!

:(

side note:

tomorrow's test day!

summing up the day with hair appointment and partying!

YAY!

BEBE! IF U DONT CALL ME BACK AGAIN TODAY,

IM GOING TO DRINK TILL DRUNK TOMORROW!

ok, im very childish

threaten only! HA!

HAATO...the way i like my waffles to be

just when u thought SIM - UOL is a dead school

and that you will never ever make any friends in such

a "lack of warmth" environment...

god made a difference :)

lucky us got to know eugene and jonathan,

at some uncalled for situation...

long story,

shall not elaborate much on it..

but they are indeed niceeee people! :)

eugene bought us out for ice cream after lecture~

we went to Daily's Scoop,

but the ice cream taste wasnt STRONG enough

eugene was so patient with fussy us,

and suggested HAATO

A BRILLANT PLACE!

my baby sah and eugene
me and jonathan


im loving my hair color!
but BLACK ROOTS alert!


hair appointment this thursday,
hmmm, should i just touch up the black roots?
or change a color?


I WANT A COLOR THAT WILL MAKE ME LOOK SUPER FAIR!!!


a color that will make bebe go weak in his knees
(LOL!)


ok, im still a little pissed with him
(OH WHATEVER!)



a display of affection?
WAFFLES!

its only GUESS HOW MUCH!!! NINE BUCKS only!

super worth the $$$!

shared it with baby sah,

and ended up wanting to order another one

(sighs, monster glutton)

i PUT ON 2 FREAKING KILOS OVER ONE WEEK, by the way!

theirs!

boring men,

just eat ice cream only! HAHA!

a picture of me and baby sah before my camera died on me!

let's do it again soon!

blood boils

while im anticipating you coming back...

this is what i got from you:

"Will be back on 29th, 1am like that so is friday night about 1am... off only mon and tues.. tues night have to go back le lor.. should be can meet on sat lor.. my dad wil be in town the weekend but most prob wont have much on sat... maybe have more time on monday lor.."

i wonder why i waste my time/youth waiting for you,

when ultimately it leads to nothing.

ur message seriously could be brought forward in a more tactful way

if u are more sensitive,

i probably would just accept it (unwillingly, of course)

am i really that uninteresting that you have to

make an EXTRA effort to SQUEEZE time for me?

again, im having funny ideas about earning $$$

because X'mas coming,

im officially on the SAVE $$$ mode.

after X'mas,

i will be on the "EVERYDAY EAT BREAD AND BUTTER" mode.

please let $$$ drop from the sky!

small things made my day

i have been skipping lectures

and yet, feeling happy about it...

now,

i truly understands how Gena feels...

the holiday mode,

totally addictive!


anyway,

been happy over the wrong things~

im a die hard strawberry fan!

very pretty packaging~

the cream n apple is WOW!

lil colorful fishes~

miss INDEPENDANT

received bebe's call after 12345689 days

i wonder what i will do,

when he goes to aussie

i survived his thailand, taiwan tripsssss.

what is aussie, then?

but aussie is freaking two years,

and he is only coming back once a year!

okie, angie, calm down.

Dont worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry for itself.

remember?

why am i given things i want badly,

but only to know it wont last?

why am i given things i want badly,

but only at the wrong time?

why am i given things i want badly,

but only to have to make a choice?

i think i wanna get married,

so much so im getting crazy!

ARGH

it must be all that managerial accounting readings that made me insane!

I HAVE FINISHED MY ASSIGNMENT!

FINALLY!

5 FREAKING HANDWRITTEN PAGES!

PHEW!

now, i just have to let my hair down and enjoy myself

:)

off to read the papers!

most cock-y GF ever

msged bebe:

".....it has been raining for days over in SG...

think its gonna rain till u come back...

cos you are my SUNSHINE!......"

sighing and worrying is indeed my second nature

have u ever wanted something so much

that it makes your heart ache so badly?

and that you could stay up all night thinking about it?

it was the 1st thing that came to your mind when u woke up?

i did.

in fact,

i wanted so many things...

i'm not even sure if i could manage it

sighs

came online to reply bebe's email,

but ended up chatting on msn with hundreds of people

(ok, i'm exagerrating!),

editing pictures,

two blog entries,

making plans,

half-worrying about the MA assignment and the up-coming surprise test.

i really cant wait to graduate...

:(

off to my much needed power nap

its gonna be another long late night, baby!

give me my red wine

long due pictures!

HAPPY times!

told u!

truly beaming!

good steak, red wine and awesome company is what counts~

we need to head down MISS U CAFE soon, babes!

the steak is calling me!

because food makes us, all very happy women!

Ailing, who can puke non-stop

(up to 20 times, i think..pukes everywhere, anywhere!)

BOB!

who always make me feel like an elephant beside her

:(

Bag Of Bones (B.O.B)

when u are happy,

u simply dont care how u look

GOSH, can u feel how happy we were?

bestie,

after so many years and counting...

sighsss

cam whores!

truly blessed

he's gone

our last conversation

Hk`- NS (Taiwan) says:

hugssssss

Hk`- NS (Taiwan) says:

very fast i will be back liao lar

Hk`- NS (Taiwan) says:

u must guai arh

he is forever on the phone,

forever too busy...

either looking at shares,

or soccer...

see, i told you...

always yakking on the phone...

So, i had to self-entertain myself,

before i go bonkers from boredom and start roaring fire

snap snap snap

still on the bloody phone!

my eyes on you

sighs...

i love greens,

don't ya?

if only i can wake up every morning to be greeted by such greenery.

BEBE, CAN I MOVE IN TO LIVE WITH U?

i think his reply will be "SIAOOOOOOO"

(standard one...)

:(

side track a little, kay?


BEHOLD!


my current love!


satin sandals,
which is not so weather-friendly
BUT TOTALLY GORGEOUS beyond words!


sah has the same too!

speaking of baby sah,

the previous shopping landed me with:

3 dresses

4 pairs of footwear

1 pair of shorts

now, baby and i has matching sandals, shorts and bags!

HAHA!

long lost twin, she claimed...

but i feel like an OLDER sister of hers instead,

cos im so much bigger than her!

baby, u r TOO SKINNY!!

(feed u more strawberry pocky! fatten u up! evil laughs)

BEBE day!

dosage of BEBE,

the whole of tomorrow!

:)

before he goes to taiwan

sighs

gimme LOEWE

im so angry with the weather!

wore my super CHIO (beyond words) brand new sandals,

and i was beaming widely in the morning.

Cos my feet looks so FAIR and delicious enuff to lick (HOHO!)

but in the noon,

it just has to RAIN CATS AND DOGS!!!

its cloth material kind of sandals,

and i had difficulty keeping it dry.

to avoid the rain,

i ended up shopping at the interchange

and

as a result,

got myself a new dress!

ARGH

im supposed to save! save! save!

now that exams are over,

my income is halved.

:(

but u dun always see dresses that is WOW, right?

HAIZ!

the worse is yet to come...

Received a msg from Uncle K.S

"DFS excursion....blah blah blah?"

to cut the long story short,

he is asking if i wanna join in shopping at DFS...

GUCCI, BURBERRY, LOEWE, COACH...

u name it, they have it...

of course, if u have the money, u can have everything!

MY MY MY...

TEMPT ME ONLY LO!!!

still can msg me

"money is used for spending one ma..."

WO DE MA!!!

super tempted...

will go if i can coax bebe into going with me

cos the "excursion" is on a sat!

weeeeeeeeeee~

simple things

this is AWFULLY cute and delicious!!!

Sent my pictures to Oakhama for a job,

which i doubt i will be chosen for.

:(

Bebe said i look FAT in the full length pic

:(

i have to agree!

SIGHS!!!!

maybe i really ought to invest in a proper portfolio or something...

Had a SUPER difficult time educating my dad

on how to take a proper picture!!!!




moody moody moody

money is the root of all evil

and i refuse to fall prey to it