one thing after another

it doesnt get any better.

bebe got into an accident.

good news is he's unhurt.

and im the last he called,

but the first he will call whenever he's bored in camp.

that information,

i knew it too well.

yet,

i went ahead to confirming if i was the last.

and to hear it from him,

i cant help but secretly despise myself.

for always trying to be the one,

when i realised that trying is redundant.

for i never will be,

and neither can he be.

10years of waiting,

im not game for it.

i dont think i ever could.

but i dunoo what's my next step...

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next,

Mum got locked out of her room.

and we are now waiting for the locksmith to come un-lock the door.

no idea how they gonna do it,

but oh wells.

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sometimes,

i get drained.

and red light seemed the best option.