nightmares,
im all alone.
heart-felt conversation,
long gone.
things that weighs me down,
no longer sharing
for fear of worrying you.
when i needed someone to say cold jokes to,
i cant dial your no.
when i needed to complain and whine and just pick a fight during pms,
i cant dial your no.
when i see a dead rat after it got ran over by a car,
i cant dial your no.
when i needed something,
im on my own.
when i wanted to touch you,
all i feel is just the flat screen.
when i wanted to smell you,
i smell the easter egg u made me
but i fear your scent wont last.
Elaine's right,
it will be tough if i'm tough on myself...
but this is so different from Army,
it's so difficult.
it's not even a month,
and im driving myself crazy (almost)
i don't like the feeling of loving and being apart.
craps
makes me super irritated with everyone.
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