chanel, chanel, chanel, u make my heart skip!

should i bath before i go out,

then bath again when i get home?

im rotting at home,

waiting for my colleagues!

going to KTV!

major faint!

i know, i know!

that's like the last place you will ever see me!

for the love of colleagues,

im willing!

haha!

pay is in!

:)

though its peanuts,

but at least got some inflow!

qian, laura and me going to CHANEL-shopping!

happy!

dont call me materialistic COS i spent my own money

sometimes,

i just cant help it.

I cant help handing over my card,

just hearing the swiping of card,

makes me exceptionally happy!

emptying the cash in my Coach wallet

for new goodies makes me thrilled equally!

yesterday,

as i walked,

i shopped.

swept two amazing bottles of masks

off the shelves!

Laura said its damn good,

i will try it in awhile

and will review soon!

:)

this evening,

while waiting for my sister to meet me,

in less than 10 mins,

im a happy owner of 4 lingerie!

i know, i know!

i haven't even received my pay,

but ...

the lingeries were calling my name!

oh whatever!

lingerie is a staple!

hehe!

im off to do my mask!!

the weather is sooo colddd these days!

If working in Sydney makes me whole again,

i wouldn't mind.

If working in Sydney stop us from drifting apart,

i wouldn't mind.

Time will tell,

what's the correct option.

Time will.

ok, bathing time!

:D

butter factory-ed last friday!

slept for only 3 hours!

thanks to my colleagues psycho-ing skills,

kept on asking me to go go go!!!!

cant resist them!!!!

lol

ok la,

actually,

a part of me wanna crash butter!

BUT,

that's the 1st and last time as well,

i guess!

St James' still the all time favourite!

so i slept for only 3 hours,

almost fainted in hot yoga,

rush like mad to go meet the colleagues for HARRY PORTER!!!!

the ending is a lil -_-"

but I LOVE IT NONETHELESS!!!!

it's my 1st time watching harry porter without bebe!

and it was our anniversary on Sat as well...

OH yes!

my FAT % went up lar!!!!

knn!!!

must be all that late night supper with the colleagues!!!!

ARGH

it takes 90 mins to burn a muffin!!!

how am i going to burn off the durians, fried carrot cake, bubble tea, chicken wings!

FATS, please please go to the correct place!

not the waist, tummy, face or legs or arms or hands!

im off to bath!

i have 1million pictures to blog about!

i said No to dinner with colleagues

i waited since 8:00pm,

waited for you to come home to web cam.

you were back at 10:47pm

we chatted

and said bye at 10:58pm

J came back from Aussie after his studies,

his GF (like me) worked while he was overseas studying...

now J's back for 6 months,

and planning to propose...

the GF's wait paid off

but for me,

i have to wait for you to complete your studies,

wait for you to establish your career,

wait for you till 30.

and while waiting,

i just depreciate like that,

waiting for a future,

that may or never may come.

will we have a happy ending like them?

why am i doubtful?

im not complaining,

im just pondering...

btw,

i have crimson red nails now!

:D

how is it possible to like them soooo much?

i feel so busy,

im lacked of sleep.

above all,

everything's absolutely awesome!

i started work on Wed,

3rd day of work and im out partying with colleagues who are nothing but sugar and strawberries!

Met up with sugary colleagues on the 4th day (Sat) again!

Crashed a Walkathon and chill at some "pub" and drink somemore!

2 days in a row,

great company,

alcohol.

i cant even began to rave about how NICEEeee my colleagues are!

they are totally different from what i had expected!

VERY VERY VERY nice,

indeed.

pictures soon,

when im not so sleep deprived.

my body is aching from that partying + yoga + gym

Today's gym was a KILLER!

i WHINE like 10000 times man!!!!

the work out was insane!

now,

im all aching..

and i still have to climb that damn hill up to get to work.

damn!

hello,

sexy legs!

i've to keep telling myself its worth it!

im a legend

in a cock way~

i woke up at 6am this morning!

superrr tiredd!!!

took a 1.5 hour bus ride,

while on it,

it started to rain cats and dogs..

but i was very delighted

cos i bought along an umbrella...

little did i know...

i alighted the bus,

and it was flooded in most areas...

no choice,

i had to walk in those flooded dirty waters!!!

i pity my heels...

and then,

my heels broke

-_-"

SO I WORE SLIPPERS TO WORK IN THE END

im a doraemon!

haha!

i very kiasu,

scare that my legs will feel painful,

so bought along my slippers!

HENG la!

if not,

i think i will stand in the rain and cry!

in such situation,

i found that i had no one to call,

again.

im so independent

maybe one day,

i dont need you anymore,

cos you wasn't there in the first place.

the day before the GRAND day

i wished that's mine,

but nope!

the bling belongs to my sister!

we went to do our nails the day before her ROM~

patient husband to be...
my cute silk hairband
which i wore for less than 1 hour...


scare ppl say i childish,
yet cant help going crazy over hairbands


i like mao mao stuffs!

my hands just cant help but wanna stroke it!

super cute set of nails!

i wanna do it one day!

Milly's! PLEASE SPONSOR ME!

haha!

super super patient manicurist!

her service is really really so good,

until i cant help but buy her a cup of yummy mango drink after our manicure!

my sister,

boring as usual,

always never fail to opt for french

my nails are too short and CUTE!

so pink and glitters is my choice!

after nails,

went for one yoga class

rushed to meet Leon,

my student (lol)

We cruise from bugis to tamp,

and tamp to bugis

it was hilarious,

U-turning so many times,

trying to find Stephanie's place in vain!

in the end, gave up searching for her house!

ask her to take public transport!

Mustafa at night with girls and LuLu...

bought my fav. perfume,

in the largest size!!!

i smell sooo good,

oh yeah!

all job hunting comes to an end,

finally!

i will be starting work this wed!

squeals!

hungry

wore my fav dress out for dinner!

brand new!

in the end,

we went to AMK to eat crabs!

super HOT la,

no air-con, etc

but totally worth it!

AMK's butter crabs' the BEST!!!

i feel that

i'm running on the track trying so hard to complete my rounds,

but my trainers are already worn out

im trying so hard to adapt,

but its getting more and more difficult

im trying so hard to keep believing this will lead to something,

but i'm losing sight of it

we're not going to make it,

or rather i think im about to just stop

tired

we're becoming good at it

interview,

shopping,

dinner,

partying.

the day started at 3pm.

i bought my party gear out to change!

being a heels lover,

im very prone to blisters.

i dont mind suffering for beauty...

oh, pretty heels!

so i even bought my slippers also,

jus in case the pain becomes unbearable.

in short, K.S said that i bought my whole wardrobe out...

HAHA!

club hopping seems to be inevitable lately,

with that adrenaline still pumping.

hellipad, dhl o, arena.

speaking of which,

we finished our bottle at hellipad,

open a new one at dhl o.

babes, one month only, dun forget!!!!

Bourbon coke, Vodka lime, Vodka Cranberry, Bomb, Apple shots

and finally Martell...

seriously,

stephanie was the only one who was high...

the rest,

we just chill and drink at the table...

ma chiam drink how much

still feel the same!

no groove,

oh no groove man~

im so hungry,

damn.

finally!

i going for an interview!

its 1a.m. now

its late,

and im finally dragging myself to bath.

im probably gg to dozed off while doing mani and pedicure tml...

followed by yoga,

dinner,

and lastly, mustafa...

im busy but unhappy.

:(

but i still love yoga,

maybe..

LD r/s

nightmares,

im all alone.

heart-felt conversation,

long gone.

things that weighs me down,

no longer sharing

for fear of worrying you.

when i needed someone to say cold jokes to,

i cant dial your no.

when i needed to complain and whine and just pick a fight during pms,

i cant dial your no.

when i see a dead rat after it got ran over by a car,

i cant dial your no.

when i needed something,

im on my own.

when i wanted to touch you,

all i feel is just the flat screen.

when i wanted to smell you,

i smell the easter egg u made me

but i fear your scent wont last.

Elaine's right,

it will be tough if i'm tough on myself...

but this is so different from Army,

it's so difficult.

it's not even a month,

and im driving myself crazy (almost)

i don't like the feeling of loving and being apart.

craps

makes me super irritated with everyone.

that's gonna be ME

have you seen a girl gym-ing with soccer boots?

or a girl cycling the cycle machine with only socks on?

i seriously need to invest in a pair of sports shoes,

which i reckoned i will use less than 10 times,

which i concluded a total waste of $ for a jobless girl like me.

im so poor!

but i still cant keep my itchy fingers from buying things!

but today's buy is CHEAPppp!

SGD2 sexy RED lace undies

hehe!

to match the fire engine RED bra i bought from bkk!

awesome!

back to the topic,

i gym-ed today!

DOES ANYONE KNOW OF ANY PLACE THAT DO

GOOD FRENCH MANICURE IN PARKWAY???

i need to do my nails on Tuesday!

URGENT!!!!

thanks!

i cried till my eyes were half swollen

in the middle of the night,

i cried so badly.

my heart ache so badly.

and then,

i woke up!

bloody hell,

nightmare!!!!!

ARGGHHHH!!!

wanted to call bebe up immediately,

but then realised shortly that he is not in Sg...

i always call him after i have a nightmare,

in the wee hours,

wake him up from his sleep...

now,

i dont have such privilege! :(

Anyway,

either i was thinking of bebe while dozing off

or

i miss him way too much

the dream was so real and so -_-"

i dreamt that i was walking into bebe's room while he was asleep

(the night before he fly off)

then dunoo why,

he was awaken by my footsteps

then started cursing and scolding me for waking him up...

Being me,

i dun like to apologise,

i just STOMP out of the room,

thinking "wtf, he crazy ah, last time i disturb his sleep, he also not like that"

then the next day,

he never call me AT ALL...

he flew off to Aussie without calling me,

talking to me etc

and then so PETTY!!!

never call me at all ever after!!!

As usual,

i was super ego and never apologise la...

But deep down,

i super sad and heart ache like mad

then i cried at home like mad woman

cried and cried man!

you wont believe it!

then i woke up to find my pillow SOAKED!!!!!

freaking shit!!!

it was super real man,

and my heart really ache while crying!

sighs!

That aside,

here's my attempt at getting fit and lean and fat free!!!

FITNESS DAY 1

peek-a-boo!

i was entertaining myself

while waiting for baby sah to make up...

then i started chewing bubble gum

and take bubble gum pictures!

blow blow blow and burst!

hahaha, my bubblegum looks sooo erm..."fallen"

funny face~

eye bags alert!!

big one!

my camera pouch!

what does it look like eh?

i think it looks like a bee,

laura said its a bread!

what do u think?

bee or bread?

i got bored and snapped pics of the fitness centre!

baby still doing her make up!

more pictures of myself!

my top is GORGEOUS, right?

finally, she's done!!!

i wore like that to party,

i know...

im freaking conservative!

"bebe will be very pleased", i thought to myself

when i chose my outfit...

bebe! SEE! i think of you 24/7!!!!

my fav pic!

LOL

i repeat myself again and again,

so everyone will understand how much i like this pic!

baby's SGD400 ++ hair straightener

went cotton on and bought 2 tees, 2 spag!

then we went for dinner,

super hungry!

my fav kim chi noodles!

i like spicy food!

so full after the meal headed to The Central,

to wai for Steph to go partying!

some promoters gave us free lollipops and popcorns!

SO happy!

this is a bee!

im off to bath and change and hello! durians feast!

didnt go for Yoga today

cos my body aches like f*ck!!!!

when i think of you, i choke

Another candy picture to your eye,

before i find time to blog proper!

HAHA!

seeing couples going all ga-ga makes me so ANGRY!

i so wanna slap them all,

and ask them get themselves a ROOM,

for goodness sake,

for bf-deprived sake!

i miss bebe soooo much,

its way to much to comprehend.

i seriously need a bloody job,

but none called me so far!

hello!

im a workaholic,

EMPLOY ME!

maybe i should include the above in my CV..

that will stand out, wouldnt it?

im dead dead from non stop 3 days of Yoga and Dance...

tomorrow MORE TO COME!

ok, need to go dig for tml's gear!