disappointment never really kills...

So,

1. friday was full of vomit, literally

2. bebe's sick

3. no hot air balloon rides, as planned.

doubt there will be any in future either.

sold tickets to bestie instead.

hope they have a splendid time, soon.

4. lil baby sister came home with a bouquet of roses.

which is somewhat really depressing for me.

but of course, i feel very happy for her, it's her 1st bouquet!

i still remember the time when i had my 1st.

gosh, i was erm... primary 4 or 5?

it was white plus blue roses.

oh wells, i had a thing for blue when i was a kid.

and mind you, at that time, blue roses was like the most "IN" thing!

erm, very sad to say.

that's my 1st and very last.

of course, i did receive other flowers (im saying this jus to console myself).

i did.

i did receive like one stalk of sunflower, erm, for abt 4times.

-_____-"

erm..

yes, had a thing for roses when i was in my late teens,

they were POPULAR k!

and i was very much dating a GEMINI guy,

who is full of surprises and sweet promises.

(of course, MANY OTHER bad points like unstability in terms of financial, goals, studies, etc)

which i simply cant tolerate!

just an example (so other random ppl, not the GEMINI of course, geez),

I SIMPLY CANT TOLERATE DATING THOSE PPL

WHO CAN SHOP AND BUY STUFFS,

YET UNWILLING TO PAY THEIR PHONE BILLS

AND STILL CAN DISPUTE AND COMPLAIN WHY THE TELCO SUSPEND THEIR LINES!

irritating to the core.

anyway, that was beside the point.

the point is,

im somewhat resigning to fate that i will never ever receive another bouquet of flowers,

till the day i get married.

If you all haven't know,

bebe is not one tt give roses or flowers.

SIGHS

not even when i ASK FOR IT.

AND OFFERED TO PAY FOR IT, even.

im not complaining, really.

but oh wells,

i cant help feeling so pathetic!

:(

its a waste of money, he said.

which i have to agree la.

OH WELLS,

its really troublesome after receiving flowers too.

dunoo to keep them in a vase or hang them upside down to get dried flowers.

OH WELLS,

save me trouble right?

ok, im not complaining ok.

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flowers aside.

im seriously craving for a dose of donut factory!!!

ARGH!

i want to EAT DONUTS!!!