the things i did after my last paper

i crashed my Human Resource Management (HRM) Paper in 2 hours...

"get over and done with" was all that i was thinking

throughout that paper...

Gonna cross my fingers and hope that i will pass it...

i almost jumped down the building,

from all that memorizing...

"Huselid's research (1995 - Universalistic Approach) found no evidence for internal fit and little evidence for external fit.

He found that a particular use of HR practices will lead to higher sales level and greater profits......

Contingency approach enters the fray, promising to look at how HR .................

Miles and Snow's Research.............................

An extension of contingency approach - Configurational Approach..........

Paul MacDuffie and Aurther..........

Delery and Doty's research.....empirical findings....methodology problems...self select sample which may lead to systematic bias...bleahx

how can one like HRM, seriously?

by the way, 3 questions are supposed to be attempted,

so genius me studied memorised 3 chapters...

2 was out!

the other chapter which was out for all the past years,

wasnt out this year!!!!

anyway,

i went home straight...

packed my notes,

sent them to exile.

packed my cupboard,

saw the diary i kept during my poly days

(haha, i know im so childish!

so old le, still write diary!)

anyway,

u noe why i kept a diary last time?

cos i got short term memory,

so when ppl mistreat me (reads: bf),

i will write down so i wont forget...

i know,

im so xiao qi !

now i dont have a diary,

not anymore...

(but im still as xiao qi :D)

as i was saying,

the diary right?

oh yeah,

it's such a cruel book!

detailed all the sufferings caused by my ex bf (who else?)

that particular one...

sighsss

i think in the diary,

i wrote at least 10000000 tear jerking poems...

i must have copied this particular one from somewhere:

" after a while,

you learn that love doesn't mean learning

and company doesn't mean security...

and you learn that kisses ain't contracts

and presents ain't promises

and you begin to accept your defects with your heads up and eyes open...

with a grace of an adult,

not a grief of a child

and you learn to build your road for today

cos tomorrow's road is too uncertain to plan

after awhile,

you even learn that sunshine burns if you get too much...

so plant your garden and decorate your soul

instead of waiting for someone to give you flowers

Learn that you really endure,

that you are strong.

i shredded them,

into pieces...

gone are bad memories,

hopefully good memories stay...

there were some letters though,

i couldn't find courage to discard

maybe, i will..in the future...

i packed my heels as well!

threw about 5-6 pairs of heels

to make space for new ones :D

i promise u pictures the next entry...

now im back to my drama,

last 2 episodes!