the things i did after my last paper

i crashed my Human Resource Management (HRM) Paper in 2 hours...

"get over and done with" was all that i was thinking

throughout that paper...

Gonna cross my fingers and hope that i will pass it...

i almost jumped down the building,

from all that memorizing...

"Huselid's research (1995 - Universalistic Approach) found no evidence for internal fit and little evidence for external fit.

He found that a particular use of HR practices will lead to higher sales level and greater profits......

Contingency approach enters the fray, promising to look at how HR .................

Miles and Snow's Research.............................

An extension of contingency approach - Configurational Approach..........

Paul MacDuffie and Aurther..........

Delery and Doty's research.....empirical findings....methodology problems...self select sample which may lead to systematic bias...bleahx

how can one like HRM, seriously?

by the way, 3 questions are supposed to be attempted,

so genius me studied memorised 3 chapters...

2 was out!

the other chapter which was out for all the past years,

wasnt out this year!!!!

anyway,

i went home straight...

packed my notes,

sent them to exile.

packed my cupboard,

saw the diary i kept during my poly days

(haha, i know im so childish!

so old le, still write diary!)

anyway,

u noe why i kept a diary last time?

cos i got short term memory,

so when ppl mistreat me (reads: bf),

i will write down so i wont forget...

i know,

im so xiao qi !

now i dont have a diary,

not anymore...

(but im still as xiao qi :D)

as i was saying,

the diary right?

oh yeah,

it's such a cruel book!

detailed all the sufferings caused by my ex bf (who else?)

that particular one...

sighsss

i think in the diary,

i wrote at least 10000000 tear jerking poems...

i must have copied this particular one from somewhere:

" after a while,

you learn that love doesn't mean learning

and company doesn't mean security...

and you learn that kisses ain't contracts

and presents ain't promises

and you begin to accept your defects with your heads up and eyes open...

with a grace of an adult,

not a grief of a child

and you learn to build your road for today

cos tomorrow's road is too uncertain to plan

after awhile,

you even learn that sunshine burns if you get too much...

so plant your garden and decorate your soul

instead of waiting for someone to give you flowers

Learn that you really endure,

that you are strong.

i shredded them,

into pieces...

gone are bad memories,

hopefully good memories stay...

there were some letters though,

i couldn't find courage to discard

maybe, i will..in the future...

i packed my heels as well!

threw about 5-6 pairs of heels

to make space for new ones :D

i promise u pictures the next entry...

now im back to my drama,

last 2 episodes!

partying's getting boring

yayness!

exams over, finally!

the happiness in me have sort of died out...

sighs

partied yesterday over at the usual powerhouse,

drop dead boring...

kids everywhere

boring

i guess it's time to look for other activities to kill time...

sighs

bad mood!!!!

cos both mum n lil sis's down with fever, cough and flu...

:(

and all i had today was

1. strawberry bubble tea

2. 2 slices of bread

3. 1 dumpling

4. 1 strawberry puff

5. half a glass of milk with cereal

i swept, mopped the floor...

scrub the toilet floor and walls...

felt as if i lost 5kg

now my whole body's aching

sexy ones!!!

i read this blog,

and saw the girl's buy in bkk!

I WANNA BUY 10 000 BRAs in bkk!!!!

screwed

i just had my Management Accounting paper this morning.

Baby and I feel sooo cheated...

We practised 1001 questions,

and the damn Activity Based Costing wasn't out!!!!

i checked past year papers

and it was out EVERY SINGLE YEAR

:(

counted the marks

which i have confidence of,

28 marks...

passing mark is 34...

This is definitely not related to me watching drama online till 5am

no, it's not...

OH PLEASE LET ME PASS!!!

life is so tough

lol

bkk is coming!

partying is coming!

paintball is coming!

maybe taiwan is coming too!

life's still ok, afterall..

i thought i heard instant noodles calling my name, again~

stayed home to study today,

while be settled his family affairs...

sis dated me for dins at Spaghetti,

the newly opened outlet at Bedok.

bebe called to "hijack" me for dinner,

but i turned him down for sis.

few minutes later,

sis's bf called to "hijack" as well.

and apparently,

SUCCEEDED.

awesome,

now I'm all left alone without dinner

till God knows when.

gimme all ur $$$ to shop

have u watched Angels and Demons?


if u have not,
you SHOULD!


its niceeeeeeeeee!


Rome used to depict itself as a beautiful city,
now im having doubts about holidaying in Rome


Anyway,
cut cake yesterday with maggie
and
both of us kinda freaked out trying to light the ONE candle.


strawberry cake from Four Leaves!
DELICIOUSSSS!


im so excited to crash bkk fashion mall...
bebe's mum, cousin, grandma just came back from thai,
and cousin raved abt fashion mall...


OHHH, please let me find those super INCH HEELS!!!!


we are so gonna swipe cards like no tomorrow there!!!


bags!!!
heels!!!
clothes!!!!
and more heels!!!!


ok, so excited, cant breathe!

anyway,

been drinking it while i studied last week!

Guinness!!!

haha, kidding la!

im not that an alcohol addict yet!

it's just soft drinks!

weather's killing me!

botox, please

birthday yesterday!

im one year older,

and perhaps nearer to getting married...

ok, im obsessed about getting married, geez

after next week of exams madness,

im FREEEEeeeeeeeeeeeee~

expect loads of party pictures,

holiday pictures

and oh yes,

my birthday present pictures

(hehe!)

wish me luck for my last 3 papers,

i need it!

should i open up my one and only packet of strawberry pocky?

i've been drooling over it since last sat

random

Texted Sue about Michelle's present,

and that bitch replied this

sue is one funny bitch la!

since when i became knn princess?!!!

This choco not nice de!!!!

macs for breakfast :D

this is definitely my kind of choc!

STRAWBERRY ♥

meiji stuffs,

i like!

strawberry milk shake bubble tea!

the bubble tea shop near my place is very generous with their strawberry serving!

im so in love with baby tomatoes!

i love tiny tiny ones!

lick, suck and chew!

-_-"

i just realised that i have yet to tell Mum about the bkk trip

looks like the right time to tell is 2 days before flying off...

2 more weeks...

im fuming internally...

i finished studying at 3am,

managed to finally fall asleep at 4-ish...

Mathematics Science Methods Paper

blew an hour or so on the first question,

had to vomit out all the theory, jargon that i memorised at the expense of my beauty sleep.

just on that first theory question,

i used up half of the answer booklet

(im awesome! MAGIC hand!)

i think i wrote all the stuffs now so excitedly that is anyone within sight

would have thought im suffering from some kind of sickness...

That's cos when im too engrossed writing,

im practically kissing my paper...

(i wondered how i managed to write with my eyes so near the paper)

this is the first and probably the last paper that i actually raised my hand up

and requested for another answer booklet to write in

(magic hands again!)

i better get full marks (or close) for my that theory qn!

On the other hand,

Principles of Banking and Finance,

OH SPARE ME! PLEASE!

all that i memorised and spot topics,

ALL NOT OUT!

BLARDY HELL!!!

just let me pass, just let me pass, just let me pass...

i totally was too stunned for words when i flipped the paper over!

im having mixed feelings,

so happy about MSM,

so irritated with PBF...

that aside,

i seemed to have been forgotten by someone else...

apparently...

i cant help but to be reminded of all the shit u gave me.

oh wait,

not reminded...that's a wrong choice of word...

it has always been lingering, but right now, its the focus of my thoughts...

i guess when a person lied to u,

u can never seemed to really trust him again,

isn't it?

will this ever lead to anything?

or just a mistake of 2nd chance?

so, what the hell are u doing right now...

out and lying about it again?

im so angry,

i wanna smash something!

im weighing the pros and cons of pursuing something exciting:

a career which allows u to travel but sales related

OR

just be what im studying for.

a travelling career will marks the end of my dream of getting married...

but its not as though choosing a 8-6 job will mean marrying early...

(that's the issue of dating him)

this is such a long post...

my back aches already...

maybe menses is coming...

im off to smashing things

how to fail Principles of Banking and Finance?

1. do a past year paper and just another 3 more questions in a day

2. come online twice a day

3. shit like nobody's business

(damn, shit + lou sa MANY MANY TIMES!!!)

must be cos in order to extend my attention span,

i drink milk, soft drinks, ate sweets, choc, maggi mee all in a row.

4. keep day dreaming about the 29th

(end of exams!)

im so toying with the thought of writing

"please let me pass, its my last year!"

at the end of my exams script.

or to do it more discreetly,

write "3rd year" on the cover page of script.

im desperate, okay?!

hate this banking shit!

P♥♥♥♥

thursday's my first paper,

the one that im retaking (yawns)

i read the notes,

and it seems to bounce off me...

literally,

bounce bounce bounce.

i brain stormed what i am getting for myself for birthday

♥

okay, i didnt brain storm about it...

it came to me.

must be due to those pictures that i have been drooling all over last night.

speaking of which,

i have been using the current one for way toooooo long,

partly cos it was a gift from bebe

few christmas(s) back

i haven't tell bebe about abt it,

cos the last time i drool all over it,

he snapped and said im getting it cos of the brand.

oh, yes! I am!

:)

now, im having an inner battle...

u see,

this ♥ is selling with a watch.

the problem is im not sure if it comes with the watch,

but i found out that the watch can be sync to ♥...

and i tell u its gorgeous when sync-ed!!!

so now assuming it does not comes with it,

should i get the watch too?

sighs...

if i do,

im so gonna neglect my watch' collections.

if i do,

i think i would literally be spending 2 way tickets to Aussie.

:(

freaking ex...

but but but...

SHOULD I GET THE WATCH NOT!!!!

Pre-Exams Party and Alcohol Indulgence

it's a recharge session before exams.

all excited!

bring on the drinks MAN!

Baby drank a lot more than usual...


not bad, baby!
TRAIN U!!!

white mini with checked stockings?

slutty?

bitchy?

NO WAY!

hello! the dress wasn't even sheer!

(other men: no cleavage, im bored already)

baby with XW's friends

this is freaking GOOD,

no joke!!!!

if u ask me to drink the whole bottle,

i would be most willing to!

laura would sure love this!!!

me and bebe!

(he's always showing off his cute dimples! SHOW OFF!!!!)

oh my gosh,

cant RESIST!!!

breathe, Angie!

BREATHE!!!

check out baby's falsies!

freaking long!

Speaking of which,

i finally found the glue that Laura gave me the other time for my falsies.

(yes, i have them, but only wore those for less than half a day..eyes very heavy ohhh)

so was i was saying,

the glue DRIED up!!!

ta ma de!!!

when i wanna pretty pretty, then DRY UP!!!

Laura!!!

Thank YOU!!!

Give me one more!!

HAHA!

check out pascal's constipated face! LOL

bebe's so man..

WAIT!

are u checking out other girls?!!!!

baby sah is ALWAYS ready for the camera!

fu fu FUUuuuuu

HAHAHAHAH!

this is totally candid for me, but pascal is....

LOBSTER PAS!

i love the GAY from boilers

martell...aHHHHhhh

XW kept making people drink!!!

bebe and Yi Han

(show off again!)

keith!

VOMITED in fu's car!!!!

this white tee guy very poor thing,

keep on drinking with XW

again!

show off!

bebe, i want a baby boy with dimples!

my dressing is not slutty, right?

yi han was really quiet,

junjie left without saying bye too...

all introverts!

hahahahahahahahaa!

bebe, u look damn BENG in this pic!!!!

hilarious shit!!!!

fu side-eyed checked out girls

EXAMS next week!

SO DAMN EXCITED!

cos bkk madness shopping is nearing!!!

i said i was bored last night.

partying is the solution.

yesterday,

decided to wear my new dress with stockings,

ended up branded as "slutty look" by bebe.

-_-"

i was just a little more dressy as usual

geez

im bored,

big time.

nobody is that classic

bebe came over to fix ,my wireless network..

i have been tapping on others' network for the past few days!!

me: "mummy, later my bf come and fix the internet hor"

mum: "ok.."

seconds later

mum: "but i will be going out eh, then u and him alone?"

me: "ah, ya la..then?"

mum: " .... ok........................"

30-40 mins later,

lil sister came home..

me: "eh..today so early oh?"

sis: *whispering* "mum called me to come home quickly to stand guard"

HAHHAHAHAHAHA!

my mum is DAMN paranoid and conservative la!

-_-"

TAKE A SNIFF

i smell so good,
it can only be VICTORIA SECRET

Qian has been raving all about VS' shampoo!

u noe,

word of mouth..

i rave about how my fren rave about to Ruth..

Ruth was so sweet to buy them for baby, I and other girls~

:)

So,

what's in that bag of scents?

shampoo, OPI and body lotion!

i tried them all~


lotion is NEED I SAY MORE?


everyone noes i have a bottle of lotion in my bag at all times!
this is an addition to my lotion collection..
lol

shampoo's great!
for someone like me,
who is plain lazy to put conditioner,
this is your no.1 remedy!

OPI is so summer-ish~

GOLD...

but i itchy finger,

wanted it to be more glitter.

i poured my spotlight sliver glitter in

and totally wasted the OPI

(it cant be used anymore,

cos i poured in way TOO MUCH glitter in)

im so gonna join VS spree

to stock up shampoo!

:)