hello there!

i cant cannot wont ever get over it..

have u ever wanted something so much n it was within ur reach

all u need to do was simply take out your mastercard n *cling*

you get what u wanted

but because of some reasons, apparently u dint do what the above said

apparently u didnt do [again] what the heart wants n u ended up feelin not only miserable, but a whole lot of regret..hate it..urgh

and when u finally decided to heck care those unwanted reasons n get that item,

someone has already bought it..what i want, i want it..when i dun get it, i get really pissed..what i want, ppl get it, i get furious..what i want but i dint get it n ppl get it, i get really upset..im too dumb to get influence by all that reasons n not follow my heart..

i used to like a lacy dress

the one i saw in teenage magazine

i was 16, i tink

it cost over a hundred

the shop name is Kai, its located at far east

i was so young, workin only in mac

with all that little money, i wen to the shop, so excited to get it

but the owner said it was sent for photo shoot

so i reserved that very piece, that ONLY ONE in the whole wide world

i waited, god knows how long..

i called the shop, no ans

i went down, only to know that the FUCKING owner sold it to someone else!

and he fuckingly said "oh, im so sorry, its sold.."

i fucking cried buckets on the way home

this isnt the only time..

there was another time..i love adidas to bits in the past, not so much now..

i would go to every single adidas to check out the bags section

i love love love adidas stuffs

this was i think 2 years back

i saw a bag, a bag! i like it very much but i had only enough money to buy that n i will b broke..its $200 over..i didnt get it on the spot

i wen home

the next day i wen back

n its sold out [whats new?]

okie, the above is somethin to b unhappy abt

but well, nevertheless, i enjoyed very MUCH the dinner with the barbies at siam kitchen..it wa somethin i thot will never come thru agn

THANK YOU, BARBIES n steve!!!!

MUACKS..HUGS..

upcomin entry on bday at siam kitchen..await the PICTURES!

hee =)