at lucas place! BUT WE DID NOT TAKE piC with the host!!!! 

ba gua advertisements 

bikers at tp.. 

life isnt a bed of roses
it makes me happy to c some of my relatives whom i only meet once a yr
it makes me happy to hear how well they are doing
but it pains my heart to see them aging, getting older n older, with increasin no. of wrinkles..

ma horoscope reads:

"Venus, the feminine planet of love, is in harmony with Mars, the masculine planet of action. Today is the day for a romantic excursion. Stop what you are doing and kiss the one you love. Are you still looking for a combo of perfection and passion?"


been so long since i hav the time to blog a proper entry
im tired - period
tired of doin what others say..
alrite,
it this mood swing due to menses?
oh fark it..

goin to cosybay tml with eunice dey all
ahh, CHILL out..
YEAH

im dead beat
tml i will b on shift for open house
alrite
be there be seen

LIPING

this is to you..
cuz ur tag board is RETARDED lar..its not working! change it!
i hav no idea if u will ever read this but well..
a reply to ur blog entry
i miss you too!
and u cut hair never jio me again!!! humpt!
i wanna color my hair! hey!!!!!
u go indo..pls buy tibits for me..hahaha
and oh, liping, im putting on weight at a amazing speed!!
omg
lets go sign up as member at carlifornia fitness!!!
dammit..like what alwyn said..we have grown sideways...
shit..i dun wanna ever hit the u noe how many kg...FUCK shit

will u accept my ALL my faults without gettin irritated with me?

i pondered n wondered

im a box of mystery

i used to take up all kinds of activities, commit myself in all sorts of involvements

jus so that i can pass each day without any time for my mind to start thinkin abt stuffs

and when im down, these activities bought me joy..

the people that i met bought a smile on me and each n evryone is a gem to me

the projects/events/activities gave me a better insight of life

they all gave me evrything that make me smile..and i enjoy myself very much

and now that i no longer required any distractions,

i cant possibly jus walked away

i will give back to the people/clubs what they hav given me

after all, i owe them in a way

i may not hav a reason for evrything i do, but usually i hav at least 1 reason

you may not c my reasoning, nor will u agree with my opinion in things i do

but thats what i believe in

i will stand firm in my belief

some decision in life, i regretted or will regret

give me advice but dun expect me to follow it..

i may listen or i may not..

dun expect me to follow suit in wadever u do

i follow my own style

u may think u understds me..but do u really do?

or hav u understd the me whom i shown to evryone?

im a gemini with two personalities..

some people come to regret only when they hav lost it

but when u lose it, it may mean forever

if u r lucky, it will still b waiting for u

but only losin it forever will only make u realise how impt it was once

and it makes u reflect n wonder if u hav done the right choice

just some random thoughts

i am si be DU LAH with eugene LAR
!@$@%#^&**^*($
take my FUCKing notes n nEVER return me!!!
how to fucking study liddat for my CMA!
if i cant the fucking A for my CMA, im not gonnA talk to u ever!!!
u FUCKER PIECE OF SHIT!
im already very du lah i got 9 marks for mid sem cuz of speed reading lar, somemor i kept askin u to bring it n pass me on fri..but u fucking forget!!!!!!!!
said "cannot find me!!"
hellooo, whats the use of mobile phones!!!
knnbccb
i wan to slap ur face now
argn...very pei chey!!!

"The Moon, ruler of everyone's emotions, is in Leo, the zodiac's center of drama and selfish agenda. Make certain you avoid those folks who are getting in the way of your romance out of jealousy. Will you confront someone who is alone with the truth? "

:reads my horoscope

so it goes...ah, what a night 

i haven been bloggin due to the tight schedule tt i have been followin closely..
everything is seeking my attention n time
i hardly hav the time to relax n enjoy..take a breather
night cycling has been a success i would say, despite afew hiccups her n ther
but it was good

watched geisha but it wasnt up to my expectations..was expectin quite a bit of culture to b shown but...well....2.5 over 5 marks if u hav read the book (be it half read or u finish the whole book)

hk was complainin tt the show is somewhat diff from the book..hmmmm....

was thinkin at the back of my mind to get a holiday job to support my hobby - shoppin(wat else)

litlle did i expect, boss at starhub, jenn called me up n asked me back..

job came knockin on my door..Despite the fact tt i barely hav the time le and i haven even had exams, i agreed..and so hello to starhub..im back this saturaday..

await my never ending complaints abt hubbing agn.. i guess this is one job that i reli love..oh well, hk, thanks for being understding..=)

im done with my FOI proj..
finally..
heaved a sign..
tml night cyclin

and another happenin today

hello starhub

this week is so hectic
hmm, next week will be too, 2 tests coming up..
dun understd y does it hav to b in the same week..
signs
aC room downgrading to a smaller room..
DAMMIT..
gonna bring our sleepin bags n shoes home..fark heavy lar..
lets hope night cyclin is a success..
pls dun rain..

and heng kai asked me to say hi to my blog...whassup with him? WEIRD

a sudden urge to slam the table n shout at everyone!

dumb, dumber, dumbest.. 

EXCURSION to gardenia..which GENA n ANISAH missed!!! 

the reason i smile 

the rain jus doesnt stop, i realise

somethin happened n made me ponder on certain unhappy issue
this took my attention away from foi n i so decide to do my proj tml when i feel better again..

huimay say this on msn to me

"anyway today no one meet up,,, everyone seem so busy with their life now... but its ok.. i understand... well yesterday i got nothing to da so i go ur old password protected blog... haha... really miss the day i alway make u happi and laugh like hell.. and also how close we are last time.. thing change.. we no longer tat close liaow.. no more hang out late at nitex.. no more gd nitex kiss from mi "

we were orginally supposed to meet up tday, but i backed out cuz i simply needed to do my project..i tried to explain things den whoomp, she logged oFf.


yes, i totally agree that im not the same anymore..Time flies..Things change..People changes too..and im no exception..i hate the change in me too, but i cant help it, seeing n feelin things in a different way..certain things somehow or rather hav a huge impact on me..they hav all but left scars n more scars..Movin on wasnt easy, in fact, it was quite a huge step for me, and yes pleasant..yes, everyone is busy, im not sure what im so busy with despite quitting starhub, by right, im supposed to hav more time on hand..but we are all living in diff worlds, dun u think so? you, me and ah poon? we have such tight schedule n we r simply too busy..does meetin up necessary means that we remember each other? im not sure..mayb it is to you..or isnt enought to quietly remember each other despit not havin time to meet up? liping n me mayb the best of friends, but the most unique thing is that we can met once evry few months, nevr contact, busy with our own worlds, and yet we r still besties..i keep her in my heart, wan the best for her, wish she is always happy..and when we FInally meet up, there is no loopholes nor gaps, we simply jus mould togethr..thats what i really lik..and yes, ah poon, you and me seldom msg each other le..thats so saddening..it seems to me u hav somewhat or rather give up in this frenship, have ya? its so hard to pleased evryone..i can only pleased a few..im so tired..i need a little support n understanding..n as usual, cya n ah poon hopefully soon...................................................................

this week seems quite hectic for me n im certainly NOT pleased with my results..DAMMIt..

im uber BORED
ITS KILLING ME SLOWLY..
IM RESTLESS, IM BORED, I NEED SOMETHING TO DO..SOMETHING INTERESTING..IM NOT COMPLAINING..IM JUS UBER BORED...SHUT UP, JUSTIN...ASK THE REST TO DO..OBVIOUSLY, U HAV TO NUMBER THE PAGES LAR..PLS REFER TO PAGE 1 OF THE PROJ GUIDELINES.. NUMBERING THE PAGE MEANS U HAV TO PUT THE PAGE NUMBER AT THE BOTTOM OF THE PAGE lar!

IM BORED..

apologies to AH NG

grinS...the previous few entries were actually posted out of anger or unhappiness due to some friends...

meanwhile, ah ng, yes, im stil tryin to b the happinest ger..i hope ya stil is too!

i feel like CRYING..
i feel like SHOUTING..

*pulls hair*

some guys can b such jerks..
they dun admit their wrongs..
all they care is their face..

im not sure wher to start
nor how i feel abt certain matters..
or should i sae, i nevr reveal how i feel, cuz i dint dare to..so im bloggin it down to make myself feel better..this is definitely not a "scolding", its more of a wake up call for reflection on one self..

when one is not as imperfect as you r, you should not kip lookin at his/her flaws
why wont u look at another angle? another point? look at his/her qualities, not faultS..
he/she may have failed in some way or another but do u hav to b so hard n harsh on him/her?
did it ever occur to u what great hurt n bitterness u caused in him/her? or were u all along thinkin abt only urself..give him/her TIME..time as in reli TIME..not overnight or over a short period of time, people dosen change that way...all takes time..y cant u be more polite n courteous in ur tone? will it kill u to b nice to him/her? u may think i do not understd the situation nor do i understd how u feel..but u r too ignorant, i may seem naive n totally NOT observant, but sorry, i KOW fully whats goin on..or at least im confident to say i noe more than u do..dun judge a person so easily..jus by a few mistakes n u sentenced him/her death..dun sow discord among frens..u may not like him/her but what u said may affect others' view of him/her..hav u wonder how it feels if someone did the same to you..i tink all he/she needs is TIME, time to change, and SUPPORT from all of us..one can never b perfect so learn to accept the flaws....after all, u r a leader..and we are all leaders

i hate to lose u as a fren

thats all im gonna say..

sorry for the delay..here iT is..our pic on boxing day..im too lazy to upload more! whaha..so ask it from me, i will send ya all the file den