A long journey, almost there.

2 more months to go,

which is about 8 weeks to go.

This has been a long long journey.

It is harder than work,

harder than exams,

harder than anything in life I've experienced.

Not that I'm having a difficult pregnancy,

I thank God I have this easier than most people.

But the diet control is by far,

the worst I ever had.

I mean, back then during the wedding,

I dropped 3 kilos easily to be the perfect 45kg bride.

Ok, maybe it wasnt so easy the way I put it, 

but it was achievable.

But now,

all I need to do is to control the weight gain

and trust me,

when you are pregnant with all the nonsense seasons

like durian seaon, mooncakes etc,

it is a defeated battle.

I once said that having leg cramps is torturing,

but boy, to me, they are nothing now.

I woke up with cramps,

solved it myself and went back to zzz.

Now I have a new problem.

Nobody said that constipation was gonna be one of the shits to go through.

I've read about mummies having constipation,

and I was like eh, I'm so lucky that I have none of it.

But well,

I finally had my FIRST.

and you know what,

I thought I was gonna give birth on the toilet bowl.

I never thought I will have to go through this,

because diarrhea had been part of my pregnancy,

so I thought I will have no problem in that area.

Sighs.

I can't wait to pop

and have the little doll in my arms.

It is true that preggie mums love their babies,

even before they lay their eyes on them.

FOOD

I am depressed

because

1. I am mild gestational.

2. I can't eat ice-cream.

3. I can't eat cakes.

4. I can't eat waffles.

5. I am hungry all the time and I can't eat.

6. Plain water is my only beverage now.

7. I can't eat durians.

8. I have stretch marks.

9. I am only 29 weeks now.

10. There's another 11 weeks to go.

The only legal happy thing to do,

is shopping.

Ok bye!

*proceed to do online shopping,

cos walking in malls is too tiring*

Shopping

I'm done with baby clothes shopping.

So,

now I am finally shopping for myself.

I have to get some open-button tops for breast-feeding.

easier access, lol.

I'm not sure if I will be able to fit in them,

so I'll probably just get a few, say 5 pieces?

Out of 5 pieces,

I have to be able to fit into at least 2 of it, right?

While trying to find those,

I'm seeing all the gorgeous dresses.

I'm not even sure what's in trend now,

after wearing maternity clothes for so so long.

Can I just go to Nov?

All I need now is a yao lan & a baby wardrobe. Maybe somemore cute clothes! A girl can never have too many clothes anyway!

Time's crawling and I can't wait to see the little one that I've been carrying around.

I've just bought insurance for my baby, very kiasu, I know.

Anyway, I've passed my pre admission course to be a CA. What's left now is getting the paperwork done. Hopefully I can get the title before I pop. By God's grace, I took the course and exams while being preggie and passed it.

It seems like I've attained what I've wanted for myself. Doing Masters next was the natural thing but that could wait. My next goal is to pop my baby and just enjoy her to the best. I've in mind so much, baby classes, piano classes...
I may never gonna go back to books, I guess that depends on the finances and time later.

Hopefully, Bei will earn loads of money and please la, my salary will be marked to market. Sighs, but I leave everything in God's hands.

I just want a normal healthy cute baby! :D
Oh ya and if it's not too much to ask, I want my pre-preggie body back please!

Ok im off to eat ice-cream!