all the same

I have so much to blog,

so much to let out,

but no avenue.

cos i know it will b read

by those I wished they didn't know this exists.

maybe,

i should change to Wordpress.

at least they can be passport protected.

I didn't announce it here,

but I guess most caught the drift.

i just typed a whole chunk of stuffs,

and then backspace-d it...

sighs

im unhappy,

then happy,

and then unhappy.

ok,

just typed another chunk and deleted it

i feel like going back to booze

and splurging again