it takes two hands to clap

But why am i doing all the thinking all by myself,

while you are out ?

i have done all that i can,

i can only wait now

I have walked so far, only to realise I have walked in circles

Im too drained and tired to walk anymore.

i built another brick between us

I used to keep a folder in my mobile

the folder contains the numerous msgs that you have sent me

they meant the world to me

they were worth so much more than money, ten LV bags, ten Agnes B bags

they were the ones that kept me going

the msgs that were sweeter than honey

the ones that i look back at when things get tough

they gave me hope again

they were the ones that breaks me too

the msgs that were promises made but never fulfilled

the ones that i look back and found them to be empty promises

I opened up the folder application in my mobile

One by one, i read and delete;

just like the way we are

To me, they were untrue

i deleted till "No more msgs in folder" popped up

reality

Never love a guy more than u love yourself

they are like the wind,

blowing at ever-changing directions

they can claim how much they love you,

with their eyes fixed on another girl's breasts

as many said, men think with their lower half

which is pretty true

the one with the prettiest face and biggest breasts wins!

or best in bed (maybe?)

WHAT happened to all the long-term GFs?

they were all left alone to fend for themselves

will i join the "long-term GFs" club one day?

im having a panic attack, already.

Cry me a river

Men, i can have many
but to keep just one, it's proven tough


Priority, i never was
Option, i'm always last


one day will come and i'm gone

my head is spinning

thanks to sitting too near the screen

caught leap years

(im so back dated, geez)

as romantic and lovey-dovey,

it seems like something outta a storybook

(ok, i know, i know it is from Catherine's Lim novel)

but is it really possible to get married when u even know the fact if he is

1. educated?

2. in debts?

3. married?

4. divorced?

5. terminal illness?

6. MOST IMPORTANTLY, money.

why do everything at the present seems so bleak?

why do my lenses seem tinted?

will everything fade away right before me?

they are before me and yet when i try to grasp it, it disappear.

:(

YEAH!

Finally!

After 2 days, I have finally changed my blogskin.

Attemped to do one from the scratch but gave up after 1 and a half day

(damn tiring, looking at all the HTML)

ANYWAY,

had an incredible with laura yesterday!

sadly, i FORGOT to bring camera out,

so to make up for it, i cam-whored once i reached home!

*faint*

crashed kovan, toa payoh!

OH MY, TOA PAYOH!

BEST AUTHENTIC BUBBLE TEA

the staffs were all taiwanese!

AWFULLY yummy and of course, price also HIGH la!

$2.90!

(sah must be thinking to herself that im a crazy bitch! HAHA!

still remember vaguely that i told her laura was crazily in love with this bubble tea,

so much that she can drink THREE cups a day!)

its called "KOI cafe"

the pearls sweet sweet one, unless those tasteless ones from "Sweet Talk"

and its TENDERLY SOFT!

*drools*

we went around shopping!

as usual, shopped like "i have no single apparel to my name"

bought 2 tees, 1 glimmer jeans, 1 skirt, 1 dress :)

the jeans was a STEAL !

tried taking picstures of the jeans, but it look fugly!

BUT WHO CARES, since it look good on yours truly...

found this REAL FAMOUS, REAL DELICIOUS CHWEE KUEH!

total happiness!

so yummy that i had to ta pao home for mum and sisters!

what i wore yesterday

heart the "passed down" flowery shorts!

vintage VINTAGE vintage!

bebe is officially back,

FINALLY!

I CANT FALL ASLEEP!

HAVE U HEARD?

BEBE IS COMING BACK!

:)

i wonder why, just why

Fu: "oie, help me see if the mouse is f***ing the mouse?"

Fu: "i want let liping (his gf) see and LOL

WHY ISNT HK LIKE THAT TOO!

HUMPTTtt

why is love like raindrops outside the window?

Because they evaporate!

Not only do they evaporate, they leave stains behind...

Thats Love

Quoted from " 2 Faces of my Girlfriend"

DAMN NICE MOVIE!!!

:)

Saw this in my econs notes and cant help breaking into a grin

i can still remember sah nudging me when the lecturer was reading out this portion!

sah: oh, so YOU!

Reads :

"Mrs Chong loves to go out and party by herself.

However, her husband like to stay at home and watch football with her.

On a given night, the couple has to decide whether to stay in and watch football or go out."

im so blardy lonely!

i dint go to the Mr Face Doc in the end,

THANKS TO MS CUTIE PIE, LAURA!

mega-LATE, as usual!!!

Thank god for jerm-y who waited for so long for me

and even had dinner with me!

XIE XIE NI!

it has been so long, since i had a proper dinner meal

Grilled fish with lobster sauce

jerm's

Lamb-something

Its actually awarded something

short-term memory, -_-

ke lian de AH BIN GE!

anyway, i have never seen an ARMY boy "book" out of camp in burberry polo BEFORE!

jerm is so AI MEI..

xiao qian came after her dinner with her colleagues!

(and that laura is still not her yet!!!)

went "cruising" in John Little at the BRA SECTION and playin ard with shades,

lol, with jerm as well.

FINALLY, LAURA CALLED

at 10 o'clock CAN!!!

supposed to meet at 6.30pm!

tsk tsk tsk!

"persuaded" jerm to take pic while laura n qian was busy sourcing for cheap mineral water!

30cents only la, the mineral water

CHEAPPPPPP!!!

CAM-whore at the MRT station!

we polished 3/4 of our martel

STILL HAVE 1/4 LEFT la!

kept drinkin n drinkin until pee like dunoo how many times!

still can finish it up!

DIAO!

shakes head

means that we still have to go there again!

I CANT STAND THE MUSIC LA!

so not GROOVY!!!

the band kept repeating the same songs!!!!!!!!!!

why cant they go n learn some new songs to sing?

oh my, so last season!!!

we were so bored that all we did was

DRINK, DRINK and DRINK

anyway, the staff was really nice to entertain our nonsense

"oie, can get us our bottle?"

"tissue?"

"no sofa seats ah?"

"get us chairs can?"

lol

want to earn our money also quite difficult,

we are pretty demanding!

lol!

thank god we got our sofa seats later on,

screwed some boys by playing games

As quoted by laura: "Never die before, dare to play with us 5-10, let them drink until siao"

HAHAHAHAHAHAAHA!!!

WE ARE zai nu!

the aftermath

SUPER BLOATED from drinks!

and STARVING!

i want to eat lei

totally shagged out

HAHA, COUPLE colors!

Qian was too busy "shortening" her life to cam-whore

us: " stand further away to smoke lei, damn stinky!"

QIAN!!

u ah! really got to quit le la!!!

MY NEW TOP!

picture really doesnt do justice to my pretty top!

sighs

i really need to get a new CAMERA!!!

cos i no longer feel the kick to "whop" out my cam and SNAP non stop!

dun like old things

humpt

i cant wait for tml to come

but doubt jo is joining us! sighs..

also never reply my calls and msgs!!!

HUMPTttt

oh wells, so it will be the crazy THREE of us again!

:)

promise i will snap thousands of crazy pictures!

since this gonna b like, maybe the last time we hit ARENA,

given the fact that exams are nearing

and no more martell

WHICH ALSO MEANS

we can HIT other MORE INTERESTING PLACE

BOILERS!!!!

i HEART their band, love the gay singer

(no idea what name, but he is REALLY GOOD!)

AND THE MUSIC! GOSH! TOTALLY!

okie, enough said, if not i wont be able to resist not going there!!!

THE MUSIC IS DAMN GOOD

yes, i mentioned already

but still,

SUPER ROCK MUSIC!!!!

HAHA!

ANYWAY,

im so upset that the cutie spree that i joined screwed up

paid monies like what, 2-3 months ago

and yet the supplier dint send item out

and now they are refunding us $$

HEY, i really want those tops kay!!!

=(

no clothes to wear liao lehs..

BY THE WAY,

i really need to SHIT now

but ALL THE TOILETS are occupied!!!

ARGH

stupid sis got her butt stuck to the toilet bowl

mum washing clothes

BUT I WAN TO SHIT NOW!!

NOW!

okie, very un-glam, i know

ANYWAY!

im wearing my new top tml (YEAH!)

and heels!!!!!!!

damn excited la,

think i haven touch my heels for 5000days already!

heels heels, i have not forgotten how pretty u all look!

ok, off to scream at whoever that is at the TOILET!!

"LET MEeeeee USEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!"

I CANT SIT STILL

will i get my dream job when i grad?

or should i convert to part-time?

OH MY!

HOW!

what plans does the Lord hold for me?

Is this a sign?

or should i stand still and let the opportunity slip thru my fingers?

or should i grasp hold of it?

What is the plan for me, Lord?

was supposed to have an early night last night

little did i noe, i ended up sleeping at 4am instead

so irritated till i slept for only 6hours

and the 1st thing that came to my mind when my eyes opened was YOU

the more i thought about it,

the more agitated i get

you aint special, as i thought u to be

men, they always be

cover ups, they exists

lies, they were never gone

trust..

in the past, u said to trust u

mayb, i could in the past

seriously, i think some girl should get a life and get a BF

LOVE THE BLUE JUMPER!!!!!!!!!

^_^

im craving...

SUBWAY OATMEAL RAISIN COOKIE!!!

(AHHHHHHHHHHHH)

DROOLS!

thurs, come quickly!

its RELAX, PARTY day! =p

a very busy day too~

school, rush down to doc, and dinner and arena!

and i have so much to TELL la la, qian, and jo! :)

(hopefully, jo can make it this time round!)

"For everyone who exalts himself will be humbled,

and he who humbles himself will be exalted"

- Luke 18:14

i totally understand this verse during the weekends

sighs

will it ever ever materialise?

its funny how some people can go on separate ways even after spending years together?

and how much am i going to risk being like them?

or worst still, ending up like them..

I HATE PIMPLES!

la la, after telling u that my skin seemed to get better,

A FEW pimples POPPED the very next day!

SUAY or wat la!

LETS GO TO THE DOCTOR!!!

THURS BEFORE ARENA OK?

im confused abt something,

but shall leave it after exams!

ANYWAY, today's sun SUPER HOT HOR!

I didnt apply sunblock today LAH!

!$%$^%&^*&^(&&%$%#

erm

posting this for ht!!!

(LOL!)

received this in an email

scary shit!

anyway, thanks for yesterday :)

i think im not cut out for finance subjects!

i can sit infront of my notes (huge pile) and book, stoning,

thinking about what im missing out in my life when i chose to further studies

there's so many openings in BIG companies,

which i yearn to see myself workin for.

im so afraid that when i finally grad,

the demand dies down.

HAIZZZzzzz!

so wanna ditch my studies to work!

a fren msged me and told me she job-hopped back to her ex company

and its paying 4K

DROOLS

imagine all the goodies i can BUY! (slaps myself awake)

im so HAPPY for her, and at the same time, so sad for miserable student me

if u dont know,

im actually a VERY DILIGENT AND INTELLIGENT employee!

(o_0)

i feel so demoralising!

and guess what!

my fellow school mate has been studying till wee hours at mac

was msging at 2am (the time i finally tore myself away from the pc to bed)

and woke up to see a msg at WHAT! 6am! (ok, still studying outside la!)

thats not all!

i went to give tuition.

At the end of tuition, saw this other msg at WHAT close to 9am!

(finally going home to sleep!)

come, let's shout with me:

"OH MY TIAN!"

i totally saluate,

whatever u called it,

diligence

OR

determination

i tink the only time i stay up all night was to

*ahem*

PARTY!

(hahahahahahahahahhahaha)

no need to say,

i know im hopeless!!!

WHAT HAPPEN TO THE ANGIE TAN!

I DIDNT USED TO BE LIKE THAT!

right?

AND I CANT BELIEVE THAT THE ABOVE CANT MOTIVATE ME TO STUDY!

IM STILL HAPPILY IN MY "ANGIE-ILY" WORLD

STILL HAPPILY SWITCH ON PC

AND BLOG ALL THIS CRAP!

AND NOT ONLY THAT,

STILL CATCHING THE 9PM SHOW!!!!!!!!

no choice la, FIONA XIE is casting in the drama lei...

to add on to the really hopeless ANGIE,

im STILL ACTUALLY lookin forward to next thurs!

to do what, u know?

(make a guess LAR!)

FINISH MY MARTELL

(lol)

i cant imagine anyone readin this to have the -_____________-" expression~

I think i really need something! something! that something! to motivate myself!

sighs

but i dunoo wat it is lei!

was thinkin of pampering myself with a not so small but also cant be too big LV bag

but my heart never "thump thump thump" jump lei

nothing

nothing motivates me.

OH ANYWAY! i want to watch leap years!

@#$%#@%$^%$

so badly till (insert your own words)

there's so many movies that i wanna catch

but everytime, i go to the cinema,

i dun get to choose the one i wanna watch!!!!

ARGH!!!

haiz, nvm lo, WAIT FOR DVDs!!!!!!

finally 9pm!

yeah, eye candy fiona xie!

HAPPINESS

is when i shop non-stop and see nice clothes!

bought NINE tops today!

YEAH!

Cant wait to wear them all out!

:)

im so dead tired from editing pictures, to measuring clothes, to all the misc stuffs

phew, finally done updating!

Check out http://mamaboutique.livejournal.com/

BUY SOMETHING!

LOL

so TIRED!

YAWN

out for shopping tml with M-sized boobs tml~

FINALLY, shopping!

haven done any for AGES!

gonna go slp, cos tuition at 8am in the morning tml

crazy timing, i know!

FAINTs

my world shines or rains, just for you

you may not know

but thats where you stand

I told myself,

After Chris, im not going to fall in love so deep that i lose myself

so much so that I forgot abt loving myself

and all i could think of was you

obsession, i would say

unhealthy as it is,

it not only make me miserable,

it wears out the other party too

cos all i want is to spend every single moment with you

and i never knew,

never knew that i would ended up loving you so much

i thought i wouldnt love any guy the way i had loved Chris

but all these doesnt seem to matter anymore,

cos there wont be any future

nor a glimpse of light

we walked together aimlessly,

not knowing what lies ahead

i grew to depend on you so much

they said "if you cant be priority, dont settle as an option"

im not sure, im neither an option, but certainly far from priority.

you want things your way,

but i want things my way too

when i cry,

u remain indifferent

so unloved, i felt

i picked myself up painfully after Chris

Till this day, i remembered

remembered how painful it was,

like salt to the wounds,

they dont get better each day

i picked myself up once,

im not sure about doing it the second time.

God, please tell me if you are the one?

the radio chirped

"happiness can be very simple"

me: "ya right, it will be if we were all farmers..rolls eyes"

its funny how u can effortlessly light up my day with ur FOUR-msgs long of msg!

cant wait to see u on friday, small boobs.

U made me so happy!

happier than some stupid piece of shit (private joke!) =p

ah!! uni students too!

sim student shd be can right?!!!

OH MY!

so hard to resist!

LALA!!!

XIAO QIAN!!!

JOSSIE!!!

LETS go!!!

=p