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Monday, April 03, 2006

ROCKAMANIA XII is over, finally..

i am tired, like really tired
i am sick, really sick of being a follower
i am pissed, really pissed with the weather
i am happy, really happy cuz its over, finally.

im so so happy that its finally over
i dun hav to take any orders from anyone
no, not anymor
ahhhh, now its ma show - adventure camp 2006

groan, that spells MORE work
oh man, wat was i thinkin wen i join AC?
ok, i jus needed a space to WHINE as much as i can
and blogging is the space i needed

alrite, met some really nice ppl durin this whole rockamania thingy
well, its quite pleasant, overall
and i realised its reli really very very tiring getting angry or pissed
ah, it changes a person's day
groan

next

have u ever lost a very good friend?
well, if yes, pls shake my hand n lets b frens

well, apparently i did, if not i wouldnt b tokin abt this

this friend...

i met him when i was in year 2
i laughed at him before in the LT cuz he wore a sleeveless PINK top
takes care of me when i get drunk after clubbin
takes care of me when i get taken advantage of in clubs
sent me home when i clubs
clubs with me n some other friends
surprises me with ThaiExpress Tom Yum seafood stick noodle when i do not hav dinner at home
eats dinner at coffee shop with me after my tuition-ing
buys me HelloKitty biscuits when i cried til my eyes bled
buys me mini heart cheesecakes n sent it to me which later got eaten up by dear mummy
meets me every morning, mon to fri to go to school together
dares me to cut my hair short, and he shaves his hair, which later he did not, while i did n complained
shops with me n some friends
skips CDS classes with me
we have lunch break together
we go to the library to slack or sleep together
we go to club room together
we are in the same sch
we are in the same dip course
we are in the same class
we are in the same cds
we are in the same cca

adeline asked me: " wat happen to ****? i called/msged him, he never reply.."
me: " ok, i try call **** for you" (Called, but no answer, neither did **** return call)
Adeline: "wat happen to him?"
me: " i dunoo"
adeline: "u quarrel with him ah?"
me: " i dunoo"

all i can say is "i dunoo" cuz im really clueless

i can never get a true good fren in poly, i realised, sadly
first, it was yee san, who them went away to aust to study
but the chemistry btw the both of us wasnt the same again
now its ****

in some way, it pains my heart
i felt as if someone was literally squeezing my heart

suddenly, my poly life seemed empty..

on a happier tone, time to change my blog skin, its been soooo long

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