ALIVE

To and fro Hong Kong,

and still alive.

Thank God,

seriously.

I fell sick,

actually damn sick,

considering a 39 degrees fever + flu + cough.

I was so damn scared and worried 

that I would be so suay to get bird flu.

For the first time in my life,

I wanted to stay alive so badly,

because I have a baby at home waiting for me.

Because my life now is my baby.

Because my responsibility now is my baby.

Because I have to see her grow up.

Because I wanna be there for her.

Because I wanna see her every milestone.

What being a mother changes...me...

Dying means going to heaven, reunited with God, pretty much that.

But now Dying also means leaving the little one behind,

and just the thought of it breaks my heart.

So,

all sort of vaccinations,

I'm having you!

Starting on Vit D3-1000IU today as well,

which said (on the bottle) promotes bones, immune, breast and colon health.

Hmm, 

when it says breast,

does it means boobs?

I think not,

cos the breast there has no "s" behind.

I'm gonna try to sneak these vitamins into Bei's meals/drinks,

which is a difficult task.

My husband is my other baby,

who cant swallow pills.

I know right,

only little kids have this problem.

Okay bye,

toilet bowl calling me now!