when i thought u will love me for who i am,
u commented that im fat
when i got pissed off,
u said it was a joke
a joke which i didnt manage a laugh, not even a fake laugh
its not funny
and to me, if u can said it out, it means that u have thought abt it
and the fact that u thought about it pisses me off
Others can joke abt it, like Sue who is forever claiming that im fat
but i expect more from my bf
and u as my bf, that coming out from your mouth affects me greatly
u wont understand
u never will
what i went thru in the past, u wont noe, neither will u understand
i worked so hard to stick together pieces of my self esteem
and yet, u just tore it up with your 'joke'
i cant bring myself to listen and then throw it out of the window
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