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Friday, November 20, 2009

you lost me...

with all my commitments gone,
im registering for school next week...

ASAP!

i have this weird "sickness",
i must be kept busy.

if not,
i will get irritated easily,
throw temper.

speaking of temper,
i have been throwing temper in office these days to my closer colleagues!
shooting off vulgarities without a second thought,
scolding people,
bad face,
sighs...

my bad temper's coming back!

argh!




the world's changing,
you've changed..

so do i


Wednesday, November 18, 2009

taste buds

my 2nd time at this restaurant,
and i ordered the same thing.

it's classified under my TOP 10 favourite restaurant

with my favourite people~

sighs

Soft shell crab spicy noodles
Avocado Milkshake


baby, fu and me

just before the party starts~

baby looked so blur



busy~


while waiting for fu who is the one shopping -_-"






i have to keep telling myself,
i have to look at the big picture.


healthy lifestyle~

i thought im gonna have the whole house to myself...

but mummy's at home with her frens,
chatting and watching tv
-_-"

should have went out instead...

been gyming these days!

my back hurts from all that sit ups,
and my abs dont hurt a bit!!!

i've been so hungry,
all the time!

ate dinner,
followed by gym.

after gym,
ate again!

freaking hungry!!!



i wanna throw my mobile outta the window

Friday, November 13, 2009

Aquarius Men

my own comments in pink!
Hot-hearted man who likes to do thing his own way. (oh yeah!)He can suddenly decide to do something without thinking of its outcome. He is the type of guy with an inside energizer, so if you fall in love with this type of guy be “patient” (definitely!), even if you have to follow him a bit. His creative mind could create fantastic idea any time.
If you do not understand or a not follow him, you won’t be with him for long. A man in this Zodiac will less likely to have a pale skin, and if he has a scar, it would be on his face or on his head. He moves very fast and very energetic, and he has a very self confident in himself. He is not the type to sit down and feel sorry or regret anything for long, especially with “Love”. (okkkk, goodness gracious me)

He loves justice. He dares to show his opinion or even argue about certain subject even he knows it might bring him problems. He is a very straight forward type of guy. He hardly lies except if he thinks it is necessary and he is not a good liar anyway. (necessary huh? i thought i heard that somewhere before, hmmm...) He will not lie to you about serious matter, but if he lies he will lay only a small little thing. He is gifted with the ability to be a very social person. He could talk even about subject that he has no knowledge of.

He interests only at the present time and look at the world positively. Many times he feels hurt because of reality, but he will not run away and he will overcome that difficulty. Even he is a high and self confident type and centers his own thought as a main focus, but at the same time he is a kind, cute and polite guy. He certainly is not a mean person. (i like that)

He likes to help people who are in troubles even he is not asked to. (100% true!!!)He is the type who feels sorry if you remember bad things he said to you that he had already forgotten, but you did not. Believe him that he is very sorry and give him another chance. (believe? Once he decides to do something, he will put all his mind and energy in it either in his “Work”, or “Love”.
He is the type who gambles anything in the casino, so do not even take him there. He does not like pessimistic, low energy, and depress person, especially no brain. (tell me about it~~!!!)Strangely he likes to overpower this type of people to assure that he is more superior. He likes to be the first person to do something. (charming)You can see sparkling in his eyes, once he meets a new target or new lover.

Once he is in love, he will act as if he never has love like this before. This minute he could be real sugar sweet, and later he could also be an icy cold,(this is way too ACCURATE!) but do not blame him for that will only chase him away. He could fall in love again with another girl and act again like he never has this kind of love before. He could really love someone, but not a heart broken type for he thinks love is “excitement” and “Love goes on”.

If you date this kind of guy, do not or avoid showing your face to him with face pack, face mask, always be presentable, nice and cute. If he is quiet then it not means because he is shy, but instead he is only quietly thinking. If you have a chance to ask his X-girlfriend, she will tell you that he is not a shy or quiet type. If he is really and truly in love with you, he will never lie to you at all. (OK, SO HE IS NOT...)

How do you know if he loves you, bet on your faith! Love him and treat him steadily and do not try to find anything to argue with him, he will be with you for sure. If you are his lover or girlfriend and need to tell him something, go and say it out loud and straight forward because he hate long boring story. He hates to play games, chasing for love or being chased, so let him call you first. He likes a confident woman who also a good follower.

If he gets mad at you, let him be for only a short time he will be normal again. You have to like and be able to get along with his friends, but he does not have to do so with all your friends. (sighss, allow me to add on, he will not NOT make an effort to, either) Don’t ever think you could make him jealous by flirting with other man; he will just leave instead of making a scene because he is a confident man and has to be the first in everything. (that's TRUE!)

Thursday, November 05, 2009

start from scratch

it rained,
of all nights.

heavily

i stood at the bus stop,
reminiscing.

On my way back,
almost fainted upon seeing a rat

screamed

luckily there wasn't a single soul on the road


im waking up early to collect my "recently splurge on" bag!


Tuesday, November 03, 2009

i don't know what im doing, anymore

i received only 2 msgs yesterday,
and the first came in only in the evening...

i can consider doing away my mobile,
maybe get a prepaid card for emergency use ba le..

today's better!

text baby and poon

when one is upset with whatever reasons,
hit the malls...

that's what im gonna do tonight!

massive shopping,
till our hands ache from all that carrying of shopping bags,
and legs ache from all that trying on of killer heels.

i have to remember to set aside $$$ to pay for my bag, though!
*squeals*

when u have nothing much in life,
it's made better when you have clothes, bags and heels...
which i brand them as ASSETS

:D


here's another example,
why im hard to maintain.

sighs

sighs

baby, cheer me up


Monday, November 02, 2009

mask my heart

my bunny ears and tail

this halloween,
the first and probably the last...

memorable...
my eyes were damn fake,
way too dolly~






baby = Tree with loads of flowers!
Scream


spider queen


die die must pose until can see my tail!


sighs







everyone wants to take picture with scream






scream's gonna kill tree after being beautified


no matter how i feel,
be it sunny or rainy,
im trained to mask it all.

im a closed book,
indeed.