Over-confident eh?

I was in line waiting to pay at the cashier at Ikea and there's this girl who is a little meaty.

Me: "Bei, am I fatter than her?" (in my heart, I was thinking I am smaller than her)

Bei: "I don't know."

Me: "help me see, I stand closer to her!"

Bei: "same eh."

Me: "huh, I'm so fat?! :'( "

Bei: "actually, I think you are bigger."

Me: *heartbroken* "I thought I'm smaller size than her ehhhhhhhhh. Sob!

HORROR story

I am finally in my 3rd trimester (YES!!)

There's still 13 weeks to go though,

which seems to be crawling each day.

Anyway,

just thought that I should share this,

even though it may not be healthy for preggies who are reading.

But still, 

I feel that being aware is better than ignorance.

Baby Sah narrated to me this story about her friend.

The friend is pregnant,

and was ready to give birth.

But never did she know that she's gonna give birth to a 

stillborn.

Week ago, she felt contractions

but kind of ignored it as she thought it's normal.

Stillborn is apparently common.

It could happen if the baby gets choked by the cord.

So, the message across is

to always feel and be aware that your baby's moving.

I understand though,

the above will not guarantee a detection of bb choked by cord.

This is life,

and all I can do is to leave it to God's hands.

Honestly,

I can't imagine having the baby for close to 40 weeks,

and such happens.

Anyway,

I wish all babies safe,

especially for mine.

Sometimes, I get really paranoid

when there's no kicks (my bb loves to poke, kick, move).

I will tap my stomach

and heaved a sign of relief 

when there's action in my tummy.

Sighs.

Please be safe.

nobody eats my food

Yesterday night,

I went to pee before Zzzz.

So, while walking to the toilet,

I kicked something.

I thought I stepped on a lizard or something 

(since I have the history of stepping lizard to death - bare feet).

So, I turned and looked for a lizard.

To my horror,

a cockroach was flipping and scrambling away.

WTF, FML!

I peed, washed my feet and RUN BACK TO THE ROOM.

THE END (not quite though)

This morning,

I woke up early and was kind of hungry.

So, I reached into my bag for my cheese bread

(which I was saving and tried not to eat the day before at work).

AND ONE COCKROACH RUN OUT OF MY BREAD BAG!!!!

FUCKKKKKKK!!!!!!!

MY FOOD!!!!!

I was so scared I threw the bread on the floor.

The cockroach ran,

I panicked and wanted to shout for help from the maid.

But I reckoned that by the time she comes to my rescue, 

the cockroach would have already flee.

NO! 

NOBODY EATS MY FOOD AND GET AWAY!

I don't know what came over me 

and I became so gutsy.

I took up my bedroom slipper and slapped it.

DIE BITCH! DIE BITCH!

I ran out of the room and called for help.

I even asked the maid to clean my room 

and wash my bedroom slippers.

Sighs

So, morale of the story is

"nobody eats my food".

Shopping

I've kind of stopped shopping for myself,

and just shopping for my little mango.

Mango,

cos' that's is the size of the baby now.

Anyway,

some of the insanely cute ones that made me go ga-ga over:

Hello Kitty!

It has a pom pom skirt and WINGS!

This is for bigger kids,

but no harm seeing, right?

Rilakkuma,

most impractical.

No, I'm not buying this.

Just see see only! 

Definitely not buying this,

just can't understand which mummy would buy such a thing for their little girl.

It's like a wardrobe crisis man!

Hello Kitty again, yes, again!

Again!

I love it when they have extra bows/ribbons.

So awwWWWW~

Sorry baby, you gonna grow up liking Hello Kitty,

not much of a choice.

I'm contemplating on the below.

Seriously, I don't understand why they must mix the pink with the dirty blue.

It destroys all the sweetness.

Sufferings

Oh well,

I wouldnt call it suffering actually.

Honestly,

I have it easier than most women.

No morning sickness,

except for extreme fatigue that's really beyond!

Now that I'm growing bigger,

I hope it's just the baby growing bigger,

not me.

I had already experienced leg cramps.

LEG CRAMPS!

or should I say CALF CRAMPS!

I've had foot cramps,

but they are less than 10 times in my entire life.

BUT CALF CRAMPS is like a whole new LEVEL UP!

It is excruciating!

I woke up in the middle of the night,

shouting for Bei to save me.

There's even side effects of the cramp!

After the cramp, my calf (singular cos' just 1 leg, thank God!) feel so achy,

as though I just ran 10km.

I think I better go google how to prevent leg cramps!

BABY GIRL

I'm carrying a baby girl.

Most of you would have known it by now.

It's true that both Bei and I wanted a boy,

but we will take whatever God gives (of course!).

All I want is for the baby to be healthy, normal and strong.

So since it's a baby girl,

there's a lot of shopping to be done!

Again, since it's a baby girl,

I'm willing to give up my walk in wardrobe for a princess room.

Every parent refer their baby girl as a princess,

hmmm, I have to think of something more original.

Enough said,

let's take a look at the clothes I'm gonna buy!!!!

HELLO KITTY! HELLO KITTY! HELLO KITTY!

I'm kind of getting this cos' it's pink and cherry and should be easier to wear, right?

Okay, there's a lot more,

but I wont show them now, 

cos you will see them on my baby itself.

If I show it now,

you will be like "oh, seen before liao".

If I don't show it now,

you will be like "AHHH, so CUTE!".

Yes, my baby's gonna be cute, lol.

Bye!

I'm off to find food~

Post Natal Massage

I'm gonna know my baby's gender next week,

and I'm so freaking excited about it.

Cos it means that I can start the wardrobe shopping,

hee!

Anyway, before then,

I've so caught up with find a good malay lady to engage for my post natal massage.

I've read through so many forum threads,

texted some to check on prices.

Me just wanna get back my figure,

but who is the BEST?

PREGNANT

So, the title is self-explanatory.

We hit the jackpot,

and now, there's gonna be a baby.

By the way,

this was drafted like weeks ago 

but I'm only posting it now after my 1st trimester.

(Chinese believe that for the 1st three months,

you should be hush-hush about the pregnancy.)

Anyway,

we did a calculation and the jackpot was hit in Maldives.

You may all know that my wedding was held back in Dec 2012,

and the honeymoon was in Feb 2013.

So honestly from Wedding Day onward,

we take nature take its course.

(Ok, for those who doesn't understand,

it means no protection in any form)

We didn't try for a baby,

cos we believe that if God wants to give us one,

he would.

Moreover, friends around us were reproducing rapidly, lol.

But then, when Feb 2013 came and that's when the Chinese New Year was,

everyone started asking when's the baby coming?

That's when I got kind of scared

and I remembered asking Bei

"what if there's some problem with us?

I mean we have been ...... for 2 months and nothing?"

In the end,

we decided that if it doesn't come by end of 2013,

we will see a doctor.

After all,

both of us didn't really want a snake baby.

But, 

deep down I was still afraid

and I kind of prayed for one.

And you know,

God listens.

VOLA!

Here's one for us!

Now,
all I hope is that the baby is healthy and normal.

and hopefully, it's a BOY!

pleaseeeeee gimmeeeee a boyyyyyyyyyy.