it's unhealthy

but i watched you tonight

why cant it be simple?

tell me, lead me to the correct choices

its 5.22 am,

i've showered and now,

im applying for leave online.

alcohol-free tonight

yesterday slept at 4am,

thanks to chill out the night before at Coffee Bean...

the caffeine kicked in

i cant sleep now either,

thanks to the huge cup of Teh-cino i had just now

So many things to ponder over and over again...

Can i follow my heart

and do as i please?

temptations

confused,

maybe.

but yet,

so attached and yet so not far-stretched.

maybe it's time to bid farewell, mate.

i think i need alcohol to sleep better.

im off to count sheeps

im MIA-ing cos im so blardy busy with i dunoo what!

because when im drained and tired,

and i wanna give up and call it quits..

you recharged me,

the way one recharge a bunny!

im getting sick of this _ _ _,

i wanna get out of it already!

the day ends like that

late night dinner at block 85 market,

seems to be the usual practice these days.

we can sit a 1 hour ++ bus ride,

just for that ba chor mee,

oyster prawns egg,

chix wings...

angie,

please watch your waist line!!!

ROARS

will you please send me to the lifts?

we met close to midnight...

sipped wine at the bench,

talked about "heart matters"...

bid goodbye at 6am

took the cab,

and walked to the lifts alone.

the lifts showed Level One

i pressed and expected it to open,

either one of the lifts...

but no,

none opened.

it was so quiet,

i freaked out.

thought of you,

the one whom i always call when i woke up from a nightmare,

the one who can calm my nerves.

but you aint there

wanted to call fu,

but i figured that i will be imposing him

so i called my nearest colleague,

10mins away from my place,

jus bid goodbye 3mins ago.

im so dependent on you,

i almost burst out crying...

cos there's no more you,

no more you for me to rely on.

the weather is soooo humid

im craving for so many things!

craving for arab street fish bee hoon,

meiji strawberry milk,

strawberry pocky,

strawberry milkshake,

east coast beef bee hoon,

bedok chicken rice,

you,

you,

you!

Anyway,

my black roots damn ER XIN!!!!

what color should i dye?!!

H said dye black color...

hmmm,

really ma?

nice ma?

or i should stick to brown!

please tell me!

baby sis's alarm has been ringing for the past 1 hour,

im the only soul at home...

lazybones refuses to move and walk that 50 steps to the clock.

i drink coke and ate ice cream for breakfast

im starving,

yet to lazy to cook maggi mee.

my skin's horrible,

but thinking of putting the mask makes yawn..

im gonna eat up a storm later!

but we have yet to decide on a place to eat!

ok, im in a very bad mood

must be the menses,

again!

tmd

paparazzi on the move

That's me in my favourite top! :)

do you believe that from top to bottom,

it probably cost less than $50,

including those gorgeous heels,of course!

haha!

im cheap po po,

yet can still look presentable!

oh yeah! :)

PMS-ing

can i act like a spoiled kid,

and have things go my way?

can i be that princess,

and demand your attention?

work's been hectic these few days,

overtime till abt 8pm yesterday.

thank goodness for awesome colleagues...

9:30pm dinner at Ding Tai Fung,

got shoo-ed out at 10:00pm...

was really full,

but walked 15-20 mins to have desserts.

and finally,

reached home at 12:00

we're such gluttons...

they kept me going,

kept me laughing,

takes my mind off things...

when God takes something from you,

he gives u something else better, double the dosage.

sighs

Golf-ing SESSION 2

my hair's in a totally mess,

i know!

wanna go bkk to cut and dye my hair~!!!

no more barefooted,

borrowed lil sister's school shoes!

tell me,

i look 18 !!!

you just made it to my HATE list

yes!

YOU!

that's you!

you only make yourself look so pathetic,

with all your little small actions!

all the lies you have up your sleeves!

GET OUT OF MY LIFE!

and for goodness sake,

stop pestering my bf!

LEAVE US ALONE,

and go find some other girls, please!

time after time,

you do that.

i had ENOUGH.

YOU HAVE NO IDEA,

NO IDEA HOW FUCKIN PISSED I AM.

i'll show you.

im gonna make a police report tomorrow.

dude,

i have your ip address :)

im a genius,

and i will continue to amaze you with what i can do.

you probably didn't know me long enough,

to know what im capable of.

ONE MORE TIME, DUDE.

JUST ONE MORE TIME! one more OF YOUR FUCKIN EMAIL!

im hitting the law firm before u know it.

because when i said enough, it is enough.

you have seen a lawyer's letter before,

haven't you?

why cant you just move on,

move on with your life?

welcome,

you jus made it to my HATE list.

we finally chatted on Skype,

for the first time in the week.

that aside,

my virgin golf-ing!

here's an ugly clip of me,

attempting~

everytime i watch the other videos of my frens,

i ended up laughing silly

but i doubt they will allow me to upload it on my blog!

it was really fun and addictive!

i miss being in love.

why does my voice sound so kiddo!

i wanna have SEXY voice!

Let's BUTTER~

i got tempted by them...

and off, we headed to Butter!

Before that,

we went shopping for Sebastian's present!

but somehow,

ended up in a ladies store,

Miki trying on pretty clothes,

while Jo and Me cam-whore~

Jo's skin is like baby skinnnn!

*jealous*

miki,

my japanese colleague!

CHIO!

while waiting!
i continued to entertain myself,
cos jo refuses to cam whore with me!

haha,

i managed to psycho her :)

take 1

take 2

super drama!

the top we bought was tooo big,

so jo RAN back to the shop,

all the way from raffles to suntec to get it change into smaller size

DAMN SWEET of her!!

Winnie and me!

*many many secrets!*

present giving time!

bday boy!

eh, why jo looking at his chest! -_-"

miki super kawaii

group pic!

miki again!

she's the first person who talked to me

when i first went for the interview!

very very approachable!

her dad is jap,

mum's a singaporean!

henry's hand, silas, winnie

candid,

except silas and his peace sign

warming up for hot fiery kisss!

it's getting so warm..ohhhohhhhhohhh

let's get readyyyyy

MUACKKSSSSSS

Sebastian fainted,

Silas pleased.

candid,

but im always ready for the camera!

they looked sooo happy!!

ready!

the 3 males

im not pouting!

funny faces!

he's so lonely,

oh so lonely..

miki ATTACKSss!!!

eat tofu!

:)

i've been trying to call baby sah for 100 times,

but she's missing!

cant get thru her mobile de!

laura wanna ask wanna go to the bikini party ma!!!!!

baby,

where r u!

chanel, chanel, chanel, u make my heart skip!

should i bath before i go out,

then bath again when i get home?

im rotting at home,

waiting for my colleagues!

going to KTV!

major faint!

i know, i know!

that's like the last place you will ever see me!

for the love of colleagues,

im willing!

haha!

pay is in!

:)

though its peanuts,

but at least got some inflow!

qian, laura and me going to CHANEL-shopping!

happy!

dont call me materialistic COS i spent my own money

sometimes,

i just cant help it.

I cant help handing over my card,

just hearing the swiping of card,

makes me exceptionally happy!

emptying the cash in my Coach wallet

for new goodies makes me thrilled equally!

yesterday,

as i walked,

i shopped.

swept two amazing bottles of masks

off the shelves!

Laura said its damn good,

i will try it in awhile

and will review soon!

:)

this evening,

while waiting for my sister to meet me,

in less than 10 mins,

im a happy owner of 4 lingerie!

i know, i know!

i haven't even received my pay,

but ...

the lingeries were calling my name!

oh whatever!

lingerie is a staple!

hehe!

im off to do my mask!!

the weather is sooo colddd these days!

If working in Sydney makes me whole again,

i wouldn't mind.

If working in Sydney stop us from drifting apart,

i wouldn't mind.

Time will tell,

what's the correct option.

Time will.

ok, bathing time!

:D

butter factory-ed last friday!

slept for only 3 hours!

thanks to my colleagues psycho-ing skills,

kept on asking me to go go go!!!!

cant resist them!!!!

lol

ok la,

actually,

a part of me wanna crash butter!

BUT,

that's the 1st and last time as well,

i guess!

St James' still the all time favourite!

so i slept for only 3 hours,

almost fainted in hot yoga,

rush like mad to go meet the colleagues for HARRY PORTER!!!!

the ending is a lil -_-"

but I LOVE IT NONETHELESS!!!!

it's my 1st time watching harry porter without bebe!

and it was our anniversary on Sat as well...

OH yes!

my FAT % went up lar!!!!

knn!!!

must be all that late night supper with the colleagues!!!!

ARGH

it takes 90 mins to burn a muffin!!!

how am i going to burn off the durians, fried carrot cake, bubble tea, chicken wings!

FATS, please please go to the correct place!

not the waist, tummy, face or legs or arms or hands!

im off to bath!

i have 1million pictures to blog about!

i said No to dinner with colleagues

i waited since 8:00pm,

waited for you to come home to web cam.

you were back at 10:47pm

we chatted

and said bye at 10:58pm

J came back from Aussie after his studies,

his GF (like me) worked while he was overseas studying...

now J's back for 6 months,

and planning to propose...

the GF's wait paid off

but for me,

i have to wait for you to complete your studies,

wait for you to establish your career,

wait for you till 30.

and while waiting,

i just depreciate like that,

waiting for a future,

that may or never may come.

will we have a happy ending like them?

why am i doubtful?

im not complaining,

im just pondering...

btw,

i have crimson red nails now!

:D