I tried to figure out AA
seriously i did
but im having a REALLY bad headache
heh
Sooooooo, i blog'ed and am goin to sleep or watch tv

Im a loser at trying to be hardworking
Doesnt it make u wonder why do we hav to study so hard n earn as much money as we can ?
When we all know it too well that money cant be brought with us when we die
and Education means nothing when u die
And most importantly, none of these material gains can bring us to heaven
Though we all noe this, but we still try to study hard (well, not everyone, but u noe, the others besides me)
so why r we studying?
why not proceed to doin things that will gain us entry to heaven?

There! I said it..thats the underlying reason why i dun study as hard as the others
or u can say that it the excuse i give myself n to others when im too tired/lazy to hit the books
Whatever it is, i REALLY dun not have the XIN QING to hit the books
I duno why
Why does it seem that theres something missing in my life?
Why do i always feel that theres so much idle time and im jus letting each day pass by slowly?
Why do i feel that when im not busy, I tend to waste my time n not make use of every second to study unlike in the past whereby i had to juggle 3-4 jobs and studies altogether?

Whatever it is, i figured that im simply BORED with ACCOUNTS which i thot was interesting..burpss
Everyday I meet the same ppl, same school, same food, same surroundings, Its all BORING THE HELL OUTTA ME! period~


-The above is what goes thru a girl's mind when she's havin MENSES"-
This is the so called rOllErcOastEr period

ITS monday REDS
I see RED
I saw RED
yes, i have MENSES
BOOhooo

i jus had erm..lunch? dinner? at Blk 85 market
saw this auntie eating ONE durian by herself..
and her husbacnd damn nice
still help her open up the durian
then while she enjoys herself in her durian world, her husband asked "nice anot?"
wah kao...
so damn sweet la..the husband never even eat lo!
They r simple minded hawker owner
I wan to be like them too
Though not well-off, but incredibly blissful and satisfied with life
ahh..that feelin of contentment which i cant attain

thats ma dessert for thot..though i would very much love to snatch the durian away from the auntie for MY own pleasure..haHA, it was all YELLOW, juicy and YUmmy!
*drools*

alrite, off to bath! my fav part of da day..Pamper pamPer myself..hmmmmmm..scrub scrub..
will b back to do AA ltr!
groan

ITS monday REDS
I see RED
I saw RED
yes, i have MENSES
BOOhooo

i jus had erm..lunch? dinner? at Blk 85 market
saw this auntie eating ONE durian by herself..
and her husbacnd damn nice
still help her open up the durian
then while she enjoys herself in her durian world, her husband asked "nice anot?"
wah kao...
so damn sweet la..the husband never even eat lo!
They r simple minded hawker owner
I wan to be like them too
Though not well-off, but incredibly blissful and satisfied with life
ahh..that feelin of contentment which i cant attain

thats ma dessert for thot..though i would very much love to snatch the durian away from the auntie for MY own pleasure..haHA, it was all YELLOW, juicy and YUmmy!
*drools*

alrite, off to bath! my fav part of da day..Pamper pamPer myself..hmmmmmm..scrub scrub..
will b back to do AA ltr!
groan

An attempt to blog

But was held up in MSN
heh
Chatting (or shd i say, updating one another abt the insides of the society, which in another words means gossiping) with gracie, adeline and Hk

UPDATES! UPDATES!

.....and so in the end, We (Steven, Gena, Rach, Grace, Anisah, Sam, Jerm, etc) did not go to CHOMP chomp..
HELLO!!!! after so many NEAR attempts to going!!!
dammit!
I dun wan to go le LAR!!
*stomps feet and cry in one corner*

Had Ljs for lunch on sat ALONE..cuz Hk was TOO full

its da new THING..the HOT and SPICY 3 pcs chicken with 22oz SEASons Ice Lemon Tea at only $4.50!!!
yummy YUMMy

Meet up with Ah poon, Huimay and Eunice on Sat evening


and dine at THAIEXPRESS..i love thai food..yummYYY


just lookin at the pics makes me really hungry
grrrr

anyway, dear AH poon and huimay, can u guys shake hands and patch things up?
haiyo, where got frens ytd meet then today argue?
HELLO, somemore its over a pair of BATA shoes..Its all because of a small misunderstanding..
groan

I needed to be understood, i realised..

theres always something wrong with blogger

but well, it dosen bothers me..

BECAUSE ..

HUIMAY bought me THE drink (u will understd if ya been following this blog)
In fact, she bought like TWO bottles..
One of it is the correct one..
HAHA..
and im not goin to drink it until the day before the expiry date, and I will be meeting huimay to share the drink!!!
muahahahaha...
SweeeeeTTTttttttt

Im officially having an OVERdosage of sweetness!!!
melts..

THANK YOU, GIRL!

Random thot ONE

If i am ever given a chance to do project again, I would not choose to do it with dear BF
cause' things simply wont work out
We are mostly likely to bite each other's head off
We are HARD-core bad tempered people
I refused to compromise or even listen to others when i THINK im right
But whatever it is, I like to have things GO MY WAY..now he wants it HIS way too
Im extremely impatient with the ppl tt are close to me
I dunoo why .. its as if I have set a certain expectation of them
Ok, i noe tts not good or what sort ever..but i simply cant change..God, help me
And when im impatient, all sorts of things come out of my mouth $@#%$%^$%%&^%
and i DETEST the people around me, be it strangers or friends
my face will be like a BLACK sheet of paper. Period
I cant change..been tryin all my life but well..
So if u can no longer stand me, PLS SCREAM at me
but be sure I WILL SCREAM back at a LOUDER voice, HIGHER pitch =x

Random thot TWO

I suddenly realised that Im startin to hate my family.. I wanna get out

Random thot THREE

Im goin to have menses SOON soon SOON..i hate RED days..groan

Random thot FOUR

I bought TWO packets of HL milk .. in the process of boosting *u noe what* =p
that reminds me to go get some papayas TOO!

Random thot FIVE

tml is our SEVEN months anniversary
great, its gonna break my records of r/s period
but also most dangerous month of a r/s
I always feel that if my r/s can sustain thru SIXTH, SEVENTH and EIGHT month, it will probably blossom..
The previous months together taught me the GOOD and BAD points of my partner and a test of attention span..

Random thot SIX

Tml is the FIRST day of GHOST festival..shivers

Random thot SEVEN

I seriously need to do somethin abt my hair..CUT and DYE
eh, should i cut myself? hmmmmm.. =P
hello, steve, my scissors??
and i realised i have this dye thing at home rottin in my cupboard..
great

jus some random thoughts

Random thot ONE

If i am ever given a chance to do project again, I would not choose to do it with dear BF
cause' things simply wont work out
We are mostly likely to bite each other's head off
We are HARD-core bad tempered people
I refused to compromise or even listen to others when i THINK im right
But whatever it is, I like to have things GO MY WAY..now he wants it HIS way too
Im extremely impatient with the ppl tt are close to me
I dunoo why .. its as if I have set a certain expectation of them
Ok, i noe tts not good or what sort ever..but i simply cant change..God, help me
And when im impatient, all sorts of things come out of my mouth $@#%$%^$%%&^%
and i DETEST the people around me, be it strangers or friends
my face will be like a BLACK sheet of paper. Period
I cant change..been tryin all my life but well..
So if u can no longer stand me, PLS SCREAM at me
but be sure I WILL SCREAM back at a LOUDER voice, HIGHER pitch =x

Random thot TWO

I suddenly realised that Im startin to hate my family.. I wanna get out

Random thot THREE

Im goin to have menses SOON soon SOON..i hate RED days..groan

Random thot FOUR

I bought TWO packets of HL milk .. in the process of boosting *u noe what* =p
that reminds me to go get some papayas TOO!

Random thot FIVE

tml is our SEVEN months anniversary
great, its gonna break my records of r/s period
but also most dangerous month of a r/s
I always feel that if my r/s can sustain thru SIXTH, SEVENTH and EIGHT month, it will probably blossom..
The previous months together taught me the GOOD and BAD points of my partner and a test of attention span..

Random thot SIX

Tml is the FIRST day of GHOST festival..shivers

Random thot SEVEN

I seriously need to do somethin abt my hair..CUT and DYE
eh, should i cut myself? hmmmmm.. =P
hello, steve, my scissors??
and i realised i have this dye thing at home rottin in my cupboard..
great

Below are the pictures taken when i realised and yes, panic about my camera being spoilt



AA project is ah, over..
But still, theres this second submission thing
But more or less, that burden is OFF my shoulder

Now, allow me to burden myself with my driving
Have not driven for er..TWO months
whagakgakgak
And the best thing that can happen to me is that
my TP test date is on the SECOND day of attachment
I seriously duno how the hell i can get off in the afternoon to go for TP..seriously
Oh, let god lead the way

I am GOING to msg my driving instrutor tml! I want to drive..I must faster get my license..if tt That Jerm will laugh at me..groan

Hello, like its very easy liddat

oh God..Oh God..*pulls hair*

way tired
now, whats wrong with me these days?

somethingGOODhappened..Finally~

YES
YES
YES
Something really good happened to me
oh guess it! *quick*

My CAMERA is out of I.C.U
meaning its SAFE and yar, i can start snapping pics straight away
Oh, that thot make me smile
And the best part is I dun even have to pay a single cent
Oh, God is so kind towards me
aHhhhhhh...Bliss

I haven even upload the pics i took using my pathetic Nokia 3230 when my camera was warded
I can noe jolly well delete them all
Who wants LOW quality photos?
=X

Im happy! but Im really TIRED..
im like a yawning machine right now..groan

Anyway, watched "Tokyo drift" with HengKai and his cousin today
3 popcorns out of 5
eh, actually quite no meaning..
Bu still, the cars drifting is worthy of 3 popcorns

Got this from Huimay's Email

NAIL IN THE FENCE

There once was a little boy who had a bad temper.
His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper,
he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence.

The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence.
Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down.
He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence.

Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all.
He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper.
The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone.

The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence.
He said, "You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence.
The fence will never be the same. ..

When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one.
You can put a knife in a man and draw it out.
It won't matter how many times you say I'm sorry, the wound is still there. "
A verbal wound is as bad as a physical one.

Friends are very rare jewels, indeed.
They make you smile and encourage you to succeed.
They lend an ear, they share words of praise and they always want to open their hearts to us."

Please forgive me if I have ever left a hole.

hey! did i mention that my exSTARHUB colleagues have this cool web
ok, ATTENTION, girls, u will simply love it
AS for guys, U will definitely pleased a girl if u buy any of the stuffs there
GO CHECK IT OUT yourself
http://littleredheels.livejournal.com by Xiang&Min

suddenly i feel jappy!
and i so wanna buy a SUNdress!! Im mad abt dresses now..
urg
Which one do u think is nice??

BUrdenss

one burden off my poor shoulders
yes, hurray~ TAX project is completed but not printed out yet..urps
tml is leanne's birthday celebration at Sakura(Safra)
and next will Advanced Accounting Project
The last n most difficult..

God, carry me thru

gimme a gun now

I would very much like to be dead now

I went swimming at bedok complex this afternoon with uncle after wOrk
the Sun is pretty great
yes, i wan a tan body but a very fair face =)



Im dead beat..I want to sleep..YAWN
tomorrow i better gear up for AA proj!!!
screams..

Eh..Like no time hor! tml meet bestie n AC meeting...
groan

Have u ever?

Have u ever had a friend whom

1. always pop out when u r at ur saddest?
2. Buy u the things u yearn for
3. secretly hope ya is doing fine
4. always there for u
5. you dun meet very often?

YES, i have

and her name is CHUA HUIMAY

Thank YOU, sweetie for all the things u have done for me
*I remembered every single one of it.

god gave me a wonderful friends..

TIME OUT

I am FREAKING ANGRY
i, with a BIG heart, have decided not to pursue the whoever suspect tt have damaged my camera
AND NOW THIS F.U.C.K.I.N.G S.H.I.T HAS TO happen!!!

Ok, u may think its not major
but hello! IT IS NOT!

the story goes...
My elder sis (Can u believe it! my ELDER SIS !!!!) drank the bottle of strawberry red tea which i have kept in the fridge and have PREVIOUSLY WARNED ALL THE LIVING HUMANS in this dumb household tt NO ONE IS SUPPOSED TO TOUCH TT FREAKING BOTTLE..THAT IS FREAKING PRECIOUS TO ME AND OF GREAT SENTIMENTAL VALUE!
that was from BANGKOK, U arsehole! and nowhere to be found in SINGAPORe, u moroon! I HATE U, period..

i have actually bought 4 bottles back
one which i drank on the journey back
one which i gave to my little sis
another which i gave to my bestie
and that REMAINING ONE WHICH i DONT even bare to open it up to drink
I DONT EVEN BARE TO drink!!!
dammmit..U dumb girl..dont u understand simple english!
I said do not drink means NOBODY can drink it..
babooN, money shit..B.I.T.C.H

I had it with u for all these years! thats freaking enough alrite!
I had it with u
for always wearing my clothes without my permission
and on top of tt, u spoilt my clothes TOO!!!

for always being SELFISH about lending your stuffs to me and the little sister..

I always supply u with stationey related stuffs since YOUNG!!!

I even remember that you borrow from me S$50.00 to buy your D&D dress for ur SEC 4 graduation! U loser! I was still in lower SECONDARY!!! I WAS SO POOR! and u TIL NOW have not return me MY MONEY! KNN..

I always help u run errands and take up the responsibility of BUYING DINNER FOR the little sister which i dread terribly.

I always do the household chores for you! IM THE SECOND KID, so why do i have to do the things that the ELDER sis is supposed to? WHY!

Im willing to spent my money to buy things for mum. BUT WHY are you so unwilling? WHY r u so selfish! Why would u rather spent the money on yourself or ur dumb bf instead of your own mum!

I was never CALCULATIVE with u! But u have always been, with everyone else other than ur stupid bf! HELLLO, does family ties sound familiar to u?

HELLO! I EVEN gave u my bag when u REQUESTED for it!!!
How can u be soooo insensitive towards me!
THE DRINK IS MINE!
HOW DARE U DRINK IT!
I hope u will wake up with ULCERS all over ur MOUTH!
ok, no, i take tt bad..thats too mean..

whatever! YOu dun have the right to take my things without my permission!

I hate it, i hate it, when i get snatched of my favourite things that belongs to me.

I hate it, when i tried so hard to keep my favourites, but all u did was jus snatch it away from me so damn easily..

and why does god allows that?

I went to gracie's house to help them dye hair(as mentioned in the previous entry)
and I found my camera DEAD

Sent for repairs
From my experience, it will polly take a few hundred bucks
and what pissed me off is that the last tym i used it, it was freaking very fine
until today
must be either one of my sisters touch my camera, they always take my things use my things
steal my things when im not around, or when the things r not locked up
and now nobody is admitting to it..
I fucking dont believe it..NO WAY..
Its either one of them, if not it must have been the STUPID frens of my younger sis!
DAMN her..
I so wanna tear her apart
I hate them
I want to move out myself
I want to live alone!
I want to live all by myself, with no one TOUCHING my things without my permission!