because im feeling grumpy

does uncertainty scares you?

it does.

to me, at least.

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because you never know what's in store for you

and because i strongly believe in

"you reap what you sow"

and thus,

the idea of not getting what you want/deserve in the end

(reads: uncertainty)

SCARES ME.

to the extent that i'm not sure if waiting pays off.

i'm not sure if it would turned out differently.

i'm not sure if i can or you can.

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the one above said

"Do not worry about tomorrow,

for tomorrow may never come."

but why do i truly wish that tomorrow will never come for me?

or simply have me back to 15 years old?

now i feel like vomiting, BIG TIME

having read that GUAVA has many many times the VIT C

as compared to an orange

AND

that pomegranate aids in helping to prevent dunoo what disease in Men's Health,

CRAZY ME

had a doze of guava (fruit) and pomegranate (juice)

now,

my stomach feels crazy

and

i so need to vomit.

ARGH

p/s: does anyone know where to buy the sour plum powder?

the powder that u eat along with your guava.

p/p/s: despite feeling nauseous,

im still very much craving for DONUTS!

st james, yet again...

been power house-ing for far too often.

in need of some real music

(reads: live band!)

BOILERS!

anyway,

was invited by bestie to join her and her friends at st james

how can i say no, right?

grins

liping and me

yes, i know.

looked damn "shagged" in the above picture.

must be cos was TOO hungry!

waited ONE hour for the QUEEN (beste la) to come to vivo!!

her friends,

i cant differentiate which is Ai Ling and which is Wei Ping

faints!

very friendly bunch, though.

hope u guys enjoyed yourselves!

:)

this pic looks better.

lol.

THAT's ALL!

no more pictures!

i totally forgot to snap pictures!

sighs.

and yes, as i mentioned earlier,

friday was full of vomit!

one of bestie's fren even VOMITTED 8 TIMES!

freaking 8 times!

i think i would have ended up CRYING instead!

vomitting isnt the most enjoyable thing, please.

i rather knock out than VOMIT!

8times!!

WO DE MA!!

disappointment never really kills...

So,

1. friday was full of vomit, literally

2. bebe's sick

3. no hot air balloon rides, as planned.

doubt there will be any in future either.

sold tickets to bestie instead.

hope they have a splendid time, soon.

4. lil baby sister came home with a bouquet of roses.

which is somewhat really depressing for me.

but of course, i feel very happy for her, it's her 1st bouquet!

i still remember the time when i had my 1st.

gosh, i was erm... primary 4 or 5?

it was white plus blue roses.

oh wells, i had a thing for blue when i was a kid.

and mind you, at that time, blue roses was like the most "IN" thing!

erm, very sad to say.

that's my 1st and very last.

of course, i did receive other flowers (im saying this jus to console myself).

i did.

i did receive like one stalk of sunflower, erm, for abt 4times.

-_____-"

erm..

yes, had a thing for roses when i was in my late teens,

they were POPULAR k!

and i was very much dating a GEMINI guy,

who is full of surprises and sweet promises.

(of course, MANY OTHER bad points like unstability in terms of financial, goals, studies, etc)

which i simply cant tolerate!

just an example (so other random ppl, not the GEMINI of course, geez),

I SIMPLY CANT TOLERATE DATING THOSE PPL

WHO CAN SHOP AND BUY STUFFS,

YET UNWILLING TO PAY THEIR PHONE BILLS

AND STILL CAN DISPUTE AND COMPLAIN WHY THE TELCO SUSPEND THEIR LINES!

irritating to the core.

anyway, that was beside the point.

the point is,

im somewhat resigning to fate that i will never ever receive another bouquet of flowers,

till the day i get married.

If you all haven't know,

bebe is not one tt give roses or flowers.

SIGHS

not even when i ASK FOR IT.

AND OFFERED TO PAY FOR IT, even.

im not complaining, really.

but oh wells,

i cant help feeling so pathetic!

:(

its a waste of money, he said.

which i have to agree la.

OH WELLS,

its really troublesome after receiving flowers too.

dunoo to keep them in a vase or hang them upside down to get dried flowers.

OH WELLS,

save me trouble right?

ok, im not complaining ok.

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flowers aside.

im seriously craving for a dose of donut factory!!!

ARGH!

i want to EAT DONUTS!!!

BUSY drama-ing

Most of you may have already finish the whole drama,

and i have only JUST STARTED on this...

and LAUGHING MY HEAD OFF!

So, if i never answer/reply your calls/msgs,

you know what im busy with,

dont ya?

MAMA BOUTIQUE

http://mamaboutique.livejournal.com/

and many accessories too!

:)

even my BUTT aches

thighs aching,

calfs aching,

right arm aching,

right shoulder aching,

even my butt aches!



instead of BF day,

it was BFF day~



Had famous geylang hokkien mee!

waited for freaking long,

after eating our satay and almost finishing my drink,

we were still waiting!

the chilli was the potent!

HAHAA!!!

sorry oh,

but couple's expressions?

zoomed over to Kallang Leisure Park,

only to meet diasppointment.

the damn car park was practically packed like sardines!

So, East Coast~

Here we come!

it was bowling or pool.

Bowling happened to be the choice,

in the end.

i used to bowl with BFF,

all for a good laugh.

ugly bowling shoes.

i did spot someone with rather pretty ones!

FU

then: my Bf's other half (in short, big light bulb)

now: my BFF's other half (and i became the big light bulb)

he did join in for one game,

which left us laughing and flabbergasted.

We couldnt understand how he can anyhow throw and knock them down.

must be cos of his strength!

Good old times~

As you can see,

thats' BFF sporting a very professional pose.

my legs can never do those stunts.

nonetheless,

THATS YOURS TRULY!

ok, laugh all u want!

LAO NIANG got strike with that kind of un-glam pose, OK!

VERY VERY ugly!

BFF took these pictures!

still aching!

THANKS, bebe!

i collected my loots yesterday from jurong west.

yes,

imagine the journey back and fro.

its further away from school!

alot of travelling today.

bedok->potong pasir->pasir ris->bedok->

bedok reservoir->bedok->jurong west->bedok->potong pasir

all in a day.

thank god for bebe.

if not, i will be taking the public transport which will take 144mins there,

and 144mins back home from jurong west

and

to yinny aka nicole,

for being so patient.

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my sixth sense was never wrong.

it was proven for,

the whole of my life.

im not sure what's wrong,

but if it was my temper,

then im terribly sorry.

you once said that you have ur limits,

and if my sudden outburst of temper puts you off,

im sorry.

im not sure if the day is here,

though it will bound to come.

im back to church-ing,

which curbs my temper (very much).

or was it,

the chinese songs

that's getting to me?

im not sure.

and you have the answer.

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if you are the owner of the following email(s),

please at least let me know who you are.

You dun expect me to just add you back,

without knowing who u are,

right?

because you were never there...

And so, we ditched the partying for chilling...

Pasir Ris

Our new quest,

with AIR-CONDITIONED

:)

one STARVING laura,

one SEMI-starving me,

and one mouth itchy qian.

We ended up orderin those MASSIVE COMBO set,

and stuffed ourselves dead.

its been so long!

Since we last CHILLED, qian!!!

laura got KISSED by a super zai ge,

until her mouth became like sausages!

So, the cover-up:

ha, just kidding.

unless, i was the one who was kissing her.

Qian's always in her fav. color!

RED WINE sauce, BLACK PEPPER sauce


lime magarita for laura,

hoegarden for qian,

BAILEYS for me!

Laura and me are ANTI-BEER.

oh, baileys!

WHO IS GOING OUT OF TOWN?

i want one bottle!

imagine! i can buy whipped cream and make this heavenly drink EVERYDAY!

enjoy enjoy enjoying!

laura: "eh, hao xiang he bu kou..."

(like never drink enough eh..)

in the end, chilling proved to be TOO boring for us,

or rather, TOO lil drinks (kick) for us.

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In the end, we left and discussed where to go IN THE RAIN.

almost freeze death.

thank goodness for la la's angel wings jacket!

WE HEADED TO CINELEISURE Kbox.

SERIOUSLY,

i cant remember why we dint chose a nearer one.

INSTEAD,

chose one that's totally at the other end.

AND,

how much was the cab? $25++ ?

THEY WERE VERY EXCITED!

while i was dreading it.

if you still do not know,

i sing like a toddler.

Sighs.

and i cant read chinese, for nuts!

ROOM 76!

they simply CHIONG into the room,

started choosing songs

and sing like mad.

see, they were grinning ear to ear!

laura said the below pic is the ugliest she has seen me in.

EH,

i thought my ugliest was when i was crying and drinking?

HAHHAAHAHAHA!

i had to tore her away from the mic just for one shot.

what's new?

"Chivas or Martell?"

we looked at one another,

smiled and answered "of course, MARTELL."

We can never get away from it, can we?

another one who loves to sing.

i told u so.

aggressive!

the AIR CON was totally power!

Thank goodness, for the kind-hearted Kbox staff!

HEHE!

LENT me the jacket oh!

for one that does not sing,

all i did was drink and cam-whore to the MAX.

hard core.

this one also.

finally, willing to pose!

me!

snap and snapped.

in the end, left half a bottle still...

which i dread the most,

cos it means we gonna go back again!

FAINT!

So, i have decided to AT LEAST GO AND MEMORISE 5 SONGS TO SING!

=p




i love chinese,

i keep telling myself!